Switched demoness (part I)

The white winter sunshine made it warm enough for us prowlers to sit outside the FishCo and play.
So when Cierra saw my tail swishing in the air from the awning and she got the urge to yoink it so she gave it a tug giggling.
"Hey there Cierra"
"Hey there back to ya" she grinned "See I like you better as a tom"
I was about to answer when Quiet made a bee line for the post and after giving it a harsh poke "No more trying to woo and steal love from my kitten mister post". We laughed remembering Sabtina moment of love with the post but we suddenly turned serious as a Shadow stopped to glare at us, more hatefully than usual too. Looking up at Quiet she waved her down, "Hey sis you gotta help me... Pieter did that sex mind thing again".
Quiet looked down about to say something before busting out laughing and nearly falling off the roof.
Marana gave a slight nod as greeting to the Shadow while Cierra grumbled under her breath.
"Its not funny, and tell that CAT to stop looking at me ~" she clapped her hands over her mouth "~ I don't hate cats this much....."
"Well I ... Oh come on, you know from this side it is funny Blueray" Quiet snickered hopping down and heading her inside our home.
Cierra and Marana were not so happy to receive the visit of the Shadow when a second one approached "Quiet here?" she asked to no one in particular.
"Yea she's upstairs" Cierra motioned her head inside and the Shadow, without asking permission, just walked in, thinking she pretty much owned everything anyway. "QUIIIIIET" she yelled inside.

She just disappeared upstairs and walked off after several minutes, followed by Quiet that giggled "I have a job for you. I was hoping you could go to the library and get me some books on Voodoo" she asked fishing out a cam. "You have to see this " she pressed play.
We all saw Blueray curling up on the couch in a cross between pissed off, frustrated and well horny. Shuddering violently the overload on that body was immense, she was used to it in her own she was used to everything. Out of control unable to use anything or even keep her own mind safe, it became clouded and she got a lot of Picket's traits running through her head. Her moans started loud since she couldn't hold them back like she usually could, she put her hand between her legs to help herself along not that she needed to. A few tears rolled down her cheeks spilling on to the floor melting the surface, she had been betrayed least she felt a little betrayed by Pieter of all people he should have know it was her and not Picket. Arching her back she cried aloud her mind filled with erotic images the sensations, the scent, with a vicious shudder she orgasmed juices soaking her panties she laid on the couch after. Cursing Pieter's name both in love and hate with Picket's voice.

Quiet pressed stop and looked at our perplexed faces. "And that will happen every hour on the hour, that is why I let Picket inside, I knew it would be worth it"
"Whats the deal with this Pieter then.. I hear it pop up here and there.. but can't place my finger on it.." Marana looked puzzled.
"Well I don't know why but Pieter did this to Blueray a while back to teach her a lesson. I need the basic information. Also if there is anything on turning a doll back against the creator of the doll"
"To be honest" said Marana shrugging "that lady from the voodoo shop could tell you precisely what to do..''
"Well I want to learn about it so I know on my own " answered Quiet "I am sure they have a lot of books in the library"
"Ow Marana gee" Serv joined us " hey Noir I miss your boobs son "
Marana raised an eyebrow hearing Serv remark, looked at me and then started laughing.
Serv nodded "I could go to the library I need to get a book, then turned smiling" feeling better Noir ?"
"Yes, thank you. Oh btw Serv, when you have time I'd like to have a little talk"
He frowned "Look man I know maybe I looked at your ass a little much but I can explain" holds up his hands "I have no shame"
"Nah no worries. Nothing to do with that"
Marana looked at Serv slightly puzzled and he poked her with a samurai finger to the third left rib "Heee yahhh. Oh Marana you missed it Noir was a girl up until like yesterday he had awesome boobs and the thightest ass..."
"Ooook, didn't we have to go to the Library?" I cut off the embarrassing topic and Marana nodded ''Mmmh yes, before this becomes any weirder...''

So we reached the Library. Empty.
"Mmmm seems no one is home... " Serv dropped his book on the stack "I need a book about reproduction cycle of the feline" he yelled calling out to the spirit of the library.
So, that was the Library.
Suddenly I felt my thoughts fade and the echo of a voice "You may want to get some paper and pen from the Library because I have a feeling you will be finding new words to use on your enemies"
"Owww why every time the left side library spirit?" Serv's cry brought me back to the present as he got hit in the head by a book. He picked up the book and red the title aloud "Are you my mommy by dr zuess?. Awe come on I readed this already! " and he tossed the book on the stack but it floated back to his hands "Awe ok I didn't finish it but it is dumb"
Marana giggled as he cried at her "Oh just think of the subject you desire and allow the library spirit to help. Mr Grrr told me all about it "
Marana got hit with an erotic book on the side of the head.. ''Oooww..dammit..''
We heard someone clearing her throat: was a young Lady sitting on a wheelchair "May I help you?" she asked looking at us warily.
"Greetings Madam. We're looking for a book about--"
"Why do you get bowed to?"
it was the voice of that Shadow of before, Picket.
"Now lets remain calm" said Serv while Marana frowned taking a drag from a cigarette ''Only meant as a small gesture of respect..''
"Excuse me..." the Lady on the wheelchair moved a little closer to them "there is no smoking in the library"
"Oh you got some of that I can smoke?" the demoness asked sneezing because of the cats near her, probably.
Marana dug out a crampled pack of cigs hitting the bottom and reached it out to her ''Sure take one..'' she flipped a lighter from her hip and lighted it.
"I said, there is *no*smoking in the library" the Lady repeated looking up at them while the demoness was deliberately ignoring her.
"Light for me too?" the second demoness stepped in, looking at the Lady and pulling out a cig from behind her ear with a sneer.
"You still jabber too much" the Shadow said to the Lady that narrowed her eyes "That may be, but you will obey the rules. Or you will all leave".
Picket looked at Blueray "Yeah Blue obey the rules"
Blue shrugged and lighted the cig with a flame from her fingertips "I am following the rules... my rules"
"In your House, you follow *your* rules. In this House, you follow our rules, or you leave".
Picket stamped the cig out on the floor "Okay one more Picket trait and I will flip... Uh oh" while Blueray blew a smoke ring into the air and just smiled sweetly.
"It is a shame one cannot expect more from demons that petty unruliness" commented the Lady while the demoness dropped the half smoked cig on the floor and put it out with her toe, leaving the butt on the floor.

We heard someone whistling "Headbanging?! Yes folks, Denenthorn is in one of his rockstar moods again, run, run while you can...."
The lady looked up at him "Grandfather...?"

"Well kitties I am out of here it smells funny today" Servher said span the globe near him.
Blueray folded her arms over her chest and sighed, looking at the non existent watch on her wrist "One... two... three..." she began to count... waiting for shit to go down while Picket leaned up against a bookcase. She braced her back against it, bending over, gasping for air acting like she was being fucked to kingdom come. Trying and failing to keep her pleasured noises under any format of control, her voice of highly charged eroticism echoed around the stone walls of the library. She slumped to the ground still uttering moan after moan when her back slammed in to the bookcase, her body spasmed with the release the scent of sex around her while her fluids soaked her thighs. "Hate so much.. hate hate hate".
Attending the scene was embarrassing for me so I just walked out with Marana and Serv, waiting for a better time.
"I KNOW you aren't Picket I'm Picket but you're Blue who is Picket and I am Picket who is Blue but its all so damn confusing" I heard Picket's voice yelling with frustration.
"Hello ma'am..Tonky!".
I turned with a little hope. Wasn't that the voice of that kind girl used to visit us? I peeped in and I spotted her smiling to a lady with a white dress. "Mind if I come in Lady?" I dared to ask and she waved at me in smiling.
"Redd..now might not be the best time to entertain friends" the Lady on the wheelchair but I needed the information so I walked in, carefully avoiding the two demons.
"Piss off Nareth... I am in no mood for you. If you've something to say, say it or shut your stinking mouth" Picket growled low in her throat.
Blueray sneezed "You really are allergic to cats"
"Sorry bother you but.." noticing the demon's reaction I stepped a little more away from them "May I ask your help, please?" I whispered to Redd and she smiled kindly as she always do.
"Then I *will* say it..." said Nareth, looking threatening even sitting on that wheelchair "Near as I can tell...I am presently senior staff in the library...And near as I can tell, whatever you two are up to, would be better conducted elsewhere".
"Nareth shut the fuck up seriously" Picket said behind my back
"I may look helpless... But that is not, I assure you, the case. Now..I am asking with as much civility as I can muster..please leave now"
Blueray exploded with anger, launching herself up the stairs and right at Nareth, doing her very best to shove her entire weight at the chair and send her flying "I just want my body back and when I get it back I swear I will be as civile as you want BUT NOT RIGHT NOW SO SHUT IT"
A soft golden flash glowed in the middle of the room and an elegant wolf-like person materialized, snapping his pocket mirror closed and looking about, sniffing.
Nareth gripped the ruby tighter and helds up a hand. "Grr...."
"Picket you can't attack anyone in the library" the second Shadow demoness commented at her sister's reaction.
"What tha fuck is this all about?" the newcomer asked obviously puzzled.
"I will not be intimidated, nor will I see members of this House intimidated" said quietly Nareth but the man she called grandfather turned up to her "I am senior staff and if you think otherwise you my dear are sadly mistaken, NOW HOLD YOUR TONGUE"
"Denny, these days I don't know who the fuck you are half the time, and neither do you" she almost sighed.
"I don't give a fuck anymore about the stupid library or its stupid fucking ghost" Blue screamed as she shoved at the chair again "Shut your bloody fucking mouth!"
"Tonks..Redd..stand behind me" Nareth said low keeping her eyes fixed on the demoness.
"Picket, Blue downstairs" ordered the grandfather/Denny man while the elegant wolf-like man postured to back him up.
Blue spats at Nareth and stormed off "I will see you torn apart bitch" growled leaving the library in a huff of anger.
"Oh fucking great, now she just ran off with my body".
Nareth seemed ignore the spittle, but the ruby at her neck began to glow. "Then you should follow her, yes?"
"You should have shut your mouth, god I hate you so much right now and I gotta find Picket who is me...... DAMN IT FUCK THIS"
"ALL Omegans and non Omegans downstairs, except or me and Miss Nishi" the grandfather/Danny ordered while Nareth glanced him anxiously.
We all descended the stairs compliantly, from my part caring to stay away from the demoness.
"The feeling may be mutual.....but this is not the place" whispered Nishi, her voice almost covered by the one of the white dressed woman "She didn't say much, Blue....but I don't blame you...you look better in blue"
"You got books here we need books.. hey an ant" the demoness suddenly crouched interrupting her sentence.
"Over here, folks, park yer asses and hold up yer yappin for a minute" the elegant wolf-like man pointed at the chairs and directed people rather directly to sit.
"I hope you've the presence of mind to understand I meant no disrespect, Grandfather" Nareth whispered at the man standing near her that growled "Look at me...." but she glanced back the elegant one "Grr..they were only trying to defend me and the library..."
Blueray, that was chasing some of the ants around on the ground, suddenly stopped as she just realized she was doing it "Need to fix this, don't understand my body isn't normal" she said frustrated, then turned to Nareth "Picket says make Nareth leave and she will come back"
Nareth answered keeping her eyes on grandfather/Denny "Nareth is not leaving. This is the house of my Sire, not the fucking Pit".
Grandfather/Danny snarled "If you so much as EVER think you outrank me even on one of my bad days, I'll reign shitstorm down on you so hard your skin will darken" he growl even more "And don't EVER seekers of knowledge no matter what or who the ARE!"
" As you say, Grandfather. Then deal with this mess..." she kept her hand wrapped tightly around the ruby.
"Blue-Shadow, come on down here, let me have a look at you, will ya. Nareth and Featherpants are gunna have a little chat" said the elegant Mr.Grr
Time to leave. "Thank you for the help. I'll be back soon" and without waiting an answer I just stepped out.

Marana was sitting at the bar "there you are".
I showed her the book I asked to Redd in all that mess "Lady Weston borrowed us this one". On the cover there was the title 'Mating Behaviors'.
She laughed out load taking the book and reading the title "You must be joking" then she started to laugh again.
I looked down the book and back up to her blinking "er... no?"
"Well I'm curious now. What kind of info were we looking for Noir?" she looked in my eye's with a lopsided smile on her face.
Suddenly I realized that I caught the wrong request "Hm. Something suggests me I'm wrong"
"Haha.. silly kitty.." She looked down at her pad and turned the page to fresh one. She wrote something down before ripping it from the pad and handing it over to me.
Totally wrong.

"Blucket! Can't you do that OUT OF SIGHT?".
I peeped in the Library back, in time to see Picket stomping her foot while Blue was throwing herself down by the fire racked with both Picket and her own personality traits. Curling herself up she was determined to keep this one whit and yet will fail miserably at it because it was not her body. Her unguarded mind was flooded with those damned sexy images, that came along with all the sensations too and once more overloaded that she half passed out. Clawing at the ground she shook with the surge of pleasure arching her back as she laid on her front arching her back to slam her hips against the floor, half out of consciousness she screamed both in rage and sheer released as she burst. When she came she panted softly breathing hard, she rolls her eyes at Picket. "I can't... control your body.... you aint.. used to this".
Pieter, the Shadow Lord, was sitting there.
"You can take it off? Take it off me damn you take it off" she hissed to him.
Picket facepalmed and grumbled "then PLEASE make it stop Pieter. This is really beginning to piss me off". She narrowed her eyes and said "I fucking hate all of you" then quietly walked out the door once more, thinking that her family was proving to be asshats to their own members, probably.
"Shadow Lord enough with these shenanigans in my Library, perhaps you should torture your own in the pit cause you are boring me..." said the grandfather/Danny while Blueray curled up on the floor unable to get the stupid body to comprehend what was happening.
"Take it off me, I didn't know you could you said you couldn't the last time... Stop being an ass, I want my body back". Curling up tighter she shook choking, "This isn't fun".
"You know my name Denny, please do use it properly.The name is Pieter Denny, you know that.." the Shadow Lord said in his dark tone and smirking slowly he lifted himself out of his chair, some flecks of shadows whispering over his body slowly "Alright Blue, did you learn a lesson?".
Blueray was burning holes in to the cushion "Never leave mindlinks open ever".
Pieter the Shadow Lord nodded into not Pickets direction "That will suffice, now come along" he patted his tight once as a gesture for her to come along "we're going to have a little talk in the Pit".
"Yes my lord".
"That's nice Pieter Denny.. accept your fate Shadow Lord" the grandfather/Denny provocative, obtaining the Shadow Lord's attention "Do not test my patience boy, the pain I can cause you, will have you begging me to end your existence" and he left, followed by the demoness.

Redd was a little aside with the white dressed woman. As she spotted me she smiled and I stepped towards her showing the book with a little embarrassment.
"What do you need dear?"
"Well... I'm sorry bothering you again but my friends suggested me to borrow the wrong book... So I'm here to deliver it back and ask for the real one... if I'm not bothering you too much"
She looked at me puzzled "It is a book on mating behavior yes? I'm confused dear"
How explain her that my mind just switched off once in the Library? Well, was easier tell her that was a joke "Er.. yes the book is right but my friends were kidding me, I think. They thought maybe this way I could learn something but the argument was wrong".
"Oooh.. I see Dear.......hmmmmm..I'd be happy to help in any way i can" she smiled wider as i returned her the book "thank you for returning the book so quickly. If there is anything you need to ask me feel free okay..don't be embarrassed, it's all kinda new to me too".
"Thank you. The right argument was about curse and voodoo dolls. Something I'm totally ignorant about"
She giggled "We have a great book on voodoo if you need it hun"
"Oh really?"
"You do have a library card right..I forgot to ask before..it was so hectic....please don't tell anyone"
Never heard about a card. Well, never been in a Library before, so i simply asked "A.. card?"
She grinned "I'll fix you right up my friend!"
"Thank you. It's so nice hearing some politeness".
She handed me a piece of paper and a quill before scampering off to the shelves."fill that out love, and I'll be right back with your book!"
The white dressed Lady smiled "Hi, I'm Tonks" and I smiled at her before filling up the request.
"Fuckity fuck fuck fuck" Danny yawned looking in Redd's direction as she gasped "where is it berry...oh yesssss......thank you. Cover my ears berry..thank you"
"Yo, Tonky, he's right here, if ya wanna ask him those questions we were yarnin about the other day" I heard Mr.Grr tell waving a clawed paw at Denny.
"I think he answered my questions" she answered.
"Omegans do no fear to ask questions, isn't that right, Spirit?" Danny asked apparently to the Library itself that, I can swear it, shook its walls.
Tonks nodded to my surprised face and headed down the stairs while Redd scampered back with two big old leather bound books, dust free.
"Here we are...now don't hurt yourself with those...you're much too cute" she winked and handed over me the big books.
"Oh they look... ancient"
"They are quite old..but notice how not dusty they are" she grinned and twirling.
"Thank you very much Lady. I'll take care of them like my own skin"
"Very happy to help" she smiled widely while I handed her the filled request and after signing a brand new library card, she handed it to me with a curtsy.
"Here you are..enjoy!"
"Thank you"
She grinned blushing "You have lovely manners"
"Oh you're the lovely here"
She looked down the filled request "Yer so lucky to live in South Tox Noir.. those sort are killed before they make it to yer end of town"
How tell her that those sort were the last of the problems? But why destroy her nice point of view "South is a nice place, we have the beach where you can sit and stare the ocean when no one is around to shoot at you but.." in my mind flashed Serv telling to a new kitty he was showing the city "Oh, most interesting place are located in North like the sexy shop.." I cut out the thought in 1/2 second "...here in North there are amazing places just like the Library. I love the smell on the books"
She nodded, apparently not noticing my hesitancy "Me too..it is a wonderful smell".She rubbed her chin "Though ..you kitties have that machine" she grinned blushing "Finn showed it to me".
Ah. That machine."Er.. yes. Yes it's a strange thing even to me. I must confess I haven't tasted the... product of that yet. It scares me somehow..".
It gives me the shivers.
"I wonder about it..like if some people are better than others" she giggled and still with my lips curled in a grimace I confirmed as if it was my opinion as well, and I was obviously misunderstood "Soo who do you wanna try?" she whispered leaning in and smiling from ear to ear she poked gently my arm.
"Oh I.. I've only heard them say something about it. I don't feel the desire to taste someone" I hate myself when I blush every time someone looks confident. I feel so clumsy.
"Aren't you curious????" She looked surprised and screwed up her lips in a look of puzzlement, leaning back on her heels and arching her eyebrow, shrugging "well I'm curious".
"Well, a kitten gave me a little flask of the sample. You can find it in my back pocket. You can take it just as a souvenir.."
She giggled "....."whooo???....whisper it to me ....i don't wanna taste just anybody"
I turned slightly in order to allow her to take it if she wanted after whispering her the name.
"Wait, what? Who's in tha bottle? suddenly Mr.Grr asked from his chair.
She scrunched up her nose "You keep it.....no offense....just not my type"
"It's milk Sir" I smiled at him while Redd span and laughed.
"Milk? From a person?" he was curious.
"She's very nice...but..I dunno...she doesn't make me hungry" then she nodded to him "Yes mister Grr"
"Someone got milked? Ha, and here's me without my wheatbix . . . "
Redd ran to the fireplace near him "Mister Grr..it's upstairs at Fishco..an you put your....you know..you dun got em..in these cups and away it goes into a biig bucket"
"So, -who- got milked?" he asked and Redd whispered to him the answer, then again aloud like an excited child "They showed me! They all do! Thats where the milk they have comes from"
"Wicked! fresh milk fer my cookin. But don't ya have ta be lactatin fer that to work?" he asked and Redd shrugged "I think it's a team effort".
"Hahahahaha" he laughed "that's awesome, talk about self sufficency"
"I still prefer the milk from the bar.." I muttered embarrassed.
Redd nodded seriously "It is quite a thing.. I do declare, I just wanna taste the people I know.....see who's...more milky..it's a scientific thing...for the library ..I think" she paused "don't give me that look Tonky"
My cell flashed silently, my family was calling me. "Oh. Well, thank you again for your help Madam. I'd be happy to help you back so, feel free to use my number if needed"
She smiled "You bet!"
I nodded to the white dressed Lady called Tonk and to the elegant Mr.Grr "Have a nice evening" and I stepped outside hearing Redd's shrill pleasant voice 'be safe Noir!"

No more potions

Servher glared at everyone.
Finn tilted her head and flattened her ears as she was glared at "What? What's wrong?".
Serv glared doubly at me just for effect and broke into a smile "Hello pretty kitties".
"I thought you were mad!" Finn grinned
"Nah I aint ever mad unless it is fun"
"Well, I get mad. It gives me a tummy ache" she snickered.

"Finn I have to tell you Noir beat my ass today" Serv said sitting near Finn that looked obviously surprised "Reeeally? Tell me the whole story, leave nothing out".
"Well see Noir had this snowball and she chunked it at me, I was like all dodge dive duck" he started to tell "then I scooped up a snowball and dove through the air and hurled it at her head and BAM a cloud of snow and she tumbled back, then she got her whip and beat my ass. Oh it hurt yeah but I put up a good fight".
"Sounds like fun..." Finn snickered "except when people hit me with snowballs, it always goes down my shirt"
"You don't like ice down your shirt?"
"Noooooo"

Serv looked behind Finn and grunted nodding and she looked behind her "Who are you nodding at?"
He pointed north and spoke soft "Quiet's wife was walking up but she turned".
Finn blushed "Ohh. I gotta go talk to her. Will you excuse me?"
"No"
Finn sighed "Yes.. I have to. I was wrong. Gimme a break Serv, it's hard enough to admit, as stubborn as I am".
He smiled concealing "Ok take a break"
Finn grinned and kissed his cheek running down the street.

She came back after few minutes, along with the Shadow we know as Quiet's wife.
"Yay she accepted my apology" she smiled with obvious relief.
The Shadow looked up at me "I was here looking for you". She leaned up on her tip toes "We do have the issue with your looks, if you don't mind following me back to the Pit, I will try to see if I can pull whatever remains of the potion out of you"
I stood feeling rather nervous. I knew she was there to help me but I couldn't help it.
Serv's eyes went wide as he spoke softly "Back to the Pit?"
She looked over at him "That's where all my supplies are" and he rocked back and forth shaking his head side to side "Oh well that makes sense".
"it's ok, she's going to help me" I reassured with a weak smile before follow her where I'd never thought to go for any kind of help.

The Pit was dark. Some braziers were burning in several corners of the large hall and a red glow barely lighted the place making difficult to see even to my feline eyes.
The air was dense of acrid smoke and something that reminded me somehow the vet...
The Shadow tapped a square dark altar "Ok hop up here".
"No reason to run away, she's going to help me" I said in my mind while I followed her instructions, laying on the dried-blood stained altar.

From ✖ ToXic Noir ✖

The Shadow watched me with a smile "Now don't move I need to get my stuff".
I was petrified, no need to ask, but she was fast and walked over laying sheets of paper by my waist, near my feet laying a ball of red yawn and a dagger.
"Do you have something, like a charm I could borrow?"
At the sight of the dagger I closed my eyes moving aside all the stories about sacrifices and demonic rites, focusing on her words "...yes... you can take it from my pocket. A necklace".
She reached into my pocket taking out the necklace, taking the little charm from it and placing the chain back into my pocket "Ok, there will be steps. Step one, I need you to be very still for, I will be using my mind to go inside of you to pull out the potion". She looked to me "I will need your mind open for me. So just relax and take deep breaths". She placed the charm on my forehead as her other hand ran over my throat.
"Are you ready?".
I was unable to speak so I closed my eyes again taking a deep breath while my heart was bouncing against my chest. Feeling ready to potentially die I nodded.
She closed her mind as she started to chant softly. A fireball floated above my face, sliding into my nose, as I inhaled.
I was amazed at the fact there was no burn but I felt a warmth inside my mind. Her hand ran from my throat down over my body as the fireball followed inside of my body.
I felt the heat melt inside me and I shivered when the fire engulfed the last of the potion causing a shift to my shape back to male.

From ✖ ToXic Noir ✖

The fire split up inside my body replacing the cells that caused me the ability to shape shift into cells that make me feel... extremely smart.
She picked up the charm as she spoke once more "Now, the second step,".
The Shadow grabbed the yawn placing it on my stomach as she picked up the dagger taking the end of the yarn threading it through the charm.
She looked at me "This part is very important for you to remember".
I nodded panting, my forehead beaded with sweat, a new feeling growing inside my awareness.
She cut the yarn with her dagger as she laid it back down tying it around my neck "I bind you Noir from drinking any potions" she repeated three times in a soft chant "Keep this around your neck to protect you from drinking any potions that are not good for you".
My attention was all for the melodic voice chanting in a strange language. Among the incomprehensible words I understood something that seemed to be very important "Potions.. not good to me".

She smiled "How do you feel now?" she asked moving her hand to help me up.
With my lips still on the last word I stared the ceiling. All went silent for a long moment, all went dark. The echo of the melodic voice reverberate against my conscience making me blink and focusing the world around. I glanced up the pale lady with a weak smile and slowly I stood, rubbing my face.
She grinned as she looked up at me "Take your time, I wouldn't want you to get dizzy". She grabbed her dagger and the ball of red yarn along with the papers from the lessons.
"You may want to get some paper and pen from the Coven or Library because I have a feeling you will be finding new words to use on your enemies" she suggested smiling.
I felt gradually better, my body switched to the usual myself.
"Thank you very much Madam" I said with my usual rather male voice "I'm in debt with you".
She raised an eyebrow as a joker like grin "Think nothing of it and you can call me Shay".
"Shay. Beautiful name".
Her pale cheek blushed a bit "Now you better run back before they get worried about you and think I'm torturing you".
Was true, plus we were not alone. I stepped closer to her reaching out an hand to grab hers. I found myself kneeling and daring to kiss her pale hand.
"I will not forget your help" I just said and before someone could find it improper I stood and walked out, revived.

Just another day in Toxia

You don't really need to kill yourself to bump in odd situations in Toxia.
Well, if you're lucky enough.
That day I felt lucky so I walked down the street to the Voodoo Shop with the hope to meet someone inclined to share some information about potions, shapeshifting and sprouting tits.
But I stopped as I spotted a gathering of demons and two.. mutants.
One of them, with mixed features of a cow and a duck, was standing with a furious look in her eyes, running up behind another with a tiger head. Leaning close she looked like she was going to bellow "Squeek squeek squeek squeek squeek squeek squeek squeek" was all she was able to express.
A woman stepped outside the shop hearing the noise and looked to see what was happening. "What in the hell..?"
The cow-duck, whining like an excited horse, reached for her sword with her wing. Batting at it over and over before figuring she couldn't grab it any more.
"I heard moaning and ass slapping.. kinda wondering why I decided to brave coming outsid--" the woman looked over to the thing that made the horse sound."Oh god.."
"Just another day in Toxia" stated a masked man sitting arm crossed by the entrance of the shop.
"Another fucked up day..." the woman commented eyeing the thing, deciding it might be wise to keep her mouth shut.
The 'thing' tried for the sword with her other hand. A dull think was heard about when her cloven handed hit the hilt. She snorted shaking her head swinging around her horns, then she turned and left in a huff.

From ✖ ToXic Noir ✖

She padded to the FischCo and jumped awkwardly on the cantilever roof.
"Holey shit there is something on our awening Noir". I almost jumped hearing Serv's voice. He stared mouth agape trying to reason what it was. "Did you speak to it yet?" he whispered out the side of his mouth. "Nope but if you get a little closer it smells like Quiet...".
"You think it ate quiet?" he gasped.
The mutant glanced down and looking like she was going to yell just "Squeek squeek squeek" like a little mouse.
"It has Quiet's saber swords look it" he nudged me "I think it is Quiet, go touch it ".
"Hmm... I've seen it near the voodoo shop some minutes ago..."
The mutant hoped down and slowly walked closer on unsteady hoofs.
"Woah god it came down" Serv looked as it wobbled closer "Oh shit Quiet?"
"Bbbbaaaaaaa bbabaaaaaaaaaa bbbabaaaaaa" the mutant shook her head up and down.
"See it is Quiet" Serv looked at me "don't be scared go closer"
"Err... Quiet? But... but it..she has horns!"
Serv sighed "Ok stay here, if it eats me aveng me".
The mutant barked suddenly.
He stared into it's eyes "Oh fuck Quiet sweety what have you done?" asked as she huffed and pointed her wing in the direction of the voodoo shop.
He touched the wing as it extended "Damn, the Coven. You drank something?" he turned to me "Noira come closer it is Quiet and she is fucked bad"
The mutant Quiet shaked her head and thumped her chest with the cloven hoof; heaver than her hand and harder she knocked her self off her cloven feet.
"I've told you, something happened to the Voodoo shop. I've seen another mutant with a tiger head".
Serv tried not to chuckle but couldn't help it "No no be still Quiet be still"
She shivered and started balking and clucking.
"Ok I'll go ask, Noir you watch it ..erm her"
I helped her to sit while she holded up her cloven, barking and growling glancing up.
Someone started laughing hard. The pack leader and his she-wolf were staring Quiet. "My god!! What the fuck is that!!!" Wotan pointed frantically.
"Bawk bawk bawk bbbbbbbawk bbbbbbbbbawk"
Aaryanna Parx placed a hand on her stomach as she laughed even harder... She was almost doubling over she was laughing so hard.
"The fuck?!!" Wotan stopped "Wait a minute..Chicken!!!"
Serv came back and talked to Quiet like she was deaf " QUIET I brung Callieh to help, stay calm"
"Quick call the Wolves!! We are having Chicken!!" Wotan hoped up and down but Calleigh glanced at Wotan and groaned "No eating faction leaders!".
Quiet snorted slashing at the air with her horns
"Hey... He did it before.. Why not now?" Aaryanna stated.
Calleigh grumbled darkly not having much to say to that one, kneeling down next to the Quiet creature. "Well it's apparently stupid to ask you to talk.. or..cluck..or.. well fuck."

Zoie suddenly ran off screaming "They are everywhere!!!!"
Quiet pointed a wing at the screaming feline and started quacking.
Zoie ran up to the others trying to keep composure and asked through grinned teeth " do you have a razor . . . anyone ?"
Quiet shaked her head and pointed at Zoie and then pointed up to the second floor of FishCo.
My sister was acting weird after a bad meet with some Shadows and I knew that Quiet had a cure for her. "Yes... yes we have one, Zoie" I said with a smile "we have a very nice razor up here. Please, follow us so you can get it".
Serv hugged Zoie "Come on upstairs we can fix it".
Zoie dug her claws in her own leg screaming "Get off get off get off!!" and Serv whispered "Of course I will get the razor for you come along".
Zoie realized we were speaking of a razor and said with a plastic smile "I'll need to be alone with it if you don't mind".
Noir Dreadlow pads a little more closer to Zoie "Sure, we just show you where find it. This way" I moved few steps to the doorway and smiled to her.
She placed her hand on the stub that once was her beautiful white tail trying to hide the severd spot, she clawed her leg once more and followed me upstairs where
she grabbed me by the hair and got inches away form her face saying with grinned teeth "I must stop them, you hear me".
"..yes, yes I'll help you.." I winced gesturing to Serv to reach the couch.
She let go my hairs and cried covering her face "They won't shut up they are telling me awful things and I should die" she slashed mid air with her claws.
Serv grabbed between the cushion and produced a vial and passed it to me, trying to restrain her "Be still Zoie I'll help listen to Noir sweety".
She wiggled away slightly saying forcefully "Ahhhhhh I don't know who is talking to me your all running together shuuut up!!!"
Serv pulled at Zoie's arms trying to restrain her now in a full bear hug as she kicked and ranted "Calm down let me get them Zo", so I grabbed the vial and reached out the free hand towards Zoie's face to caress her cheek "Shhh, we're going to kill them all"
Zoie cried out distracted from all the voices at once not fully hearing either kitty and too distracted to realize either of them dug her claws in the arms around her seeing demons all over and around them.
Serv squeezed harder feeling her claws dug deep into his arm and the warm blood ran to his elbow. He grunted "Hurry make her drink it Noir".
She was not listening, lost in her mad illusions. "I'm sorry Zo" I whispered and quickly I uncorked the vial, grips her mouth and pours the liquid in her mouth plugging it.
Serv, surprised by her sudden strength, wrapped his leg about hers and applies his full weight, her claws digging out of his arm the flesh splays back with his shirt "Noir hold it shut make her swallow" he said as they stumbled about in the struggle while Zoie choked and sputtered the blood.
She finallywent limp in Servher's arms, exhusted from hours of fighting the demons, tried to regain her breath.
We carried her on th couch "There finally some good comes from coming to meetings" Serv hoofed while I took place near her.
"Stay with her sweety, it may be a while before she wakes up" he said before turn to bolt downstairs.
Zoie began breathing hard and shivering harder as thought ice ran through her veins, fully unaware of anyone in her presence, only dreams of the hidious demons and her tail. The only thing needed was resting and let her relax so I caressed her locks, kissing her forehead "It's over Zoie, they're gone. Now you're with us, with your family".
She flinched then opened her eyes partially and whispered "Thanks Onyx... " then she falled back to sleep, voices and demons gone jsut exhustion.
I felt tears in my eyes hearing her calling my old name. I leaned on her, kissing again her forehead for a long moment. "Sleep well Cookie" I whispered caressing her cheek "I love you" and slowly I stood up, letting her rest.

"You want me to shatter your puny little brain with what I know about the shadows? Guess what, I don't care what you think you know about me. I couldn't care less than I do about whatever respect you think you deserve".
Finn's voice was full of anger as I approached the sidewalk outside FishCo.
Serv raised his voice for the second time ever in Toxia "Finn please".
"Finn, you realize you being an ass to my wife". Quiet finally was again herself.
"Again do I know you? No... Do I know my family? Yes... Did you know that Picket and Quiet have played around before with spells and magic in the past? Which I keep saying but apparently you aren't catching on". The pale skinned woman, Quiet's wife, was standing arm crossed near our Leader.
Finn grumbled and sighed, then cleaned her claws.
"Noir show me that green potion so I can drink it and understand this shit" Serv was evidently exasperated.
During this past days I've learned to appreciate that feline's humor and kindness.
But even in girly features I was -and I am- still unable to understand female psychology. I smiled at him while he made his way inside FishCo and I just waited I for the tension to calm.
That shadow was right: just another day in Toxia.

...oh shit!

There's something going on, something... strange.
While I write this down I still can't believe it's happening. That's why I've waited three days before fix it on this diary. Ignoring the fact was giving me the illusion that all this was only a stupid bad dream. But.
Today something new had cast a light on this mess...
Ok. Let's start from the beginning.

Days ago I needed to help a family member sneaking near the Pit where she was confined. The place was guarded by many shadows so I had the bad idea to borrow a potion in the Voodoo shop. No one was around so I took the first green bottle with the writing 'shapeshift' and I drank it. All. Well it worked because some minutes after I was an anonymous big housecat.
And so was the day after. And the day after tomorrow, until...

***** ***** ***** *****

Noir rubs his eyes and stretches his arms, waving to the felines
Redd: "oh Gosh....!"..Redd looks ashamed.."Do ya want any gummis?"
Finn grins with relief at Redd and nods 'please'
servher: "Noir, Gosh I figured you was dead Man"
Redd fishes out the pack Finn gave her and offers them around.....
Noir smiles and yawns.
Finn scuffs the toe of her shoe against the sidewalk and looks around as she takes a gummie out of the baggie.
Redd pokes serv..."gummi sir?..gummi??..hey wanna gummi??"
servher turns and looks "got a green one ?"
Redd nods.."but of course"
servher smiles and opens his palm
Redd hands him the best green one in the bag.."here you are sir I love how gummy they are"
Finn nods and excuses herself for a moment, then walks toward Bato, nodding and smiling at Noir as she passes.
servher bows his head " thank You Ma'am " and he scoffs it greedy like
Finn "Hi Bato, how are you feeling?"
Redd hands the pack to Serv.."here you are sir..give them back to Finn..i cant eat at the library..well i can...but its a bad example ya know"
servher makes a contented sigh as he licks his whiskers "greens are best don't you think?"
Finn "I just wanted to tell you thanks for guarding us all last night. That was really good of you.
Redd shrugs.."I like pink!"
servher holds the pack delicately between his fingers like a rare treasure " ok they are Finn's ?"
Redd sighs...."I love you kitties..but I gotta go sweep now , noone wipes their feet in this town"
servher frowns and nods "I will from now on "
Finn: "Hmm ok. Well, just thought I'd tell you that."
Redd shouts.."byeee Finn!!!!..bye serv..bye everyones!"
Finn turns and waves at Redd 'See you at the party!'
servher "Bye Redd *waves frantically* sweep well !"
Redd turns and rolls up the street.."see ya tonight!"
Noir waves to the red haired lady while he stretches again
servher notices he has a packet of gummies in his hand so he eats a orange one
Finn scratches behind her ear and looks around. her ears flatten as she shifts from one foot to the other. "anyway. um.. bye."
Finn smiles to Noir and waves "Hi. I'm Finn"
Noir smiles back
Finn waves happily to Fritz.
Fritz smiles and waves to Fin 'Finn!! Heya serv"
Finn McCellan: how are you doing? We had a good party last night. i hope we do it again tonight. It was a no pants party we were all mostly naked. it was exciting.
servher looks up from a pack of gummies " Hi fritz gummi?"
Fritz "I'm good hun, you?"
Finn "good.. i got all hopped up on beer and catnip.. it was really great.
Fritz perks at the gummi "ohhhhh yeah! thanks!" plopping one in his mouth
servher slowly passes the bag in front of Finn on his way to Noir " gummi?"
Finn grins and plucks a couple out of the baggie and pops them into her mouth "thank you".
servher smiles " no worries Redd says they is yours "
Noir smiles "Thanks" he says reaching out an hand but he blinks hearing his strange voice
Fritz noticing Noir "I don't know if we've met..... I'm Fritz"
Finn McCellan laughs "well, they were, then I gave them to her, now she gave them to you. so they're yours"
servher takes a second look at Noir
Noir looks at the new cat surprised and coughs slightly
servher "Noir! You is hot what happened?"
Finn smiles to Noir "And I'm Finn. Nice to meet you."
servher peeks under the bill of the cap " Noir?"
Noir clears his throat "er...yes?". He blinks again and touches his neck.
servher rubs his head looking confused " erm you got boobs, nice one's too "
Noir, still surprised, looks at Serv and gulps. He takes a moment to lowers his eyes towards his own chest
servher backs up not wanting to make Noir more uncomfortable.
Finn blinks and chokes on gummie bears as servher comments on someone's bewbs.
Noir blinks and rises his hands, trembling
servher smiles wide his face livid with delight " Dude you been erm damn "
Noir looks up at Serv again with a surprised look and slowly faints

servher's eyes grow wide and he gets quiet enjoying Noir's moment of discovery "...oh shit!"
Finn's eyebrows scrunch in concern for the obviously distressed young girl "oh.."
Fritz looks at Serv, "why are you calling her dude?"
Finn kneels down beside her and takes her pulse ,once determining she's just fainted, she digs through her medical bag for some smelling salts.
servher shakes trying to contain himself " well she was my mentor and she was like a dude "
Fritz: "Ohhhh" looking at Finn "Why'd the kitty fall down?"
Finn: "What is with all the.. gender and species swapping.. this is out of hand.. here serv.. take these. Break them under her nose.. when she wakes up she should see a familiar face, it'll calm her down..
Finn hands Serv the smelling salts. "I don't know, Fritz.. apparently she's not used to having boobs
servher palms the salts "Yes it just happened to Lei dissn't it "
Fritz: "OK I'm confused, she looks like a girl to me"
Finn: "yeah.. to me too. And yes it happened to Lei.."
Noir sniffs something pungent and wrinkles his nose muttering something
Fritz hisses at the mention of Lei's name and spits
servher's eyes follow Noir's body lusty then palms his face " just break this on his nose?"
Finn: "so that when she inhales, she'll smell it"
servher sets it on the sidewalk and slams it under his palm
Fritz: "Ok Serv, ya keep calling her him, you're confusing me!!"
Noir opens his eyes and rises his head looking around confused
servher scoots it with his finger closer and makes a yuckie face " it stinks "
Finn: " kk, lets get her off the cold pavement.. yeah it stinks..but it brings people out of a faint.. you did a good job serv."
servher whispers " Noir you ok buddy?"
Noir looks at Serv and to Finn and tries to speak "Is.... is it... a joke?"
servher pats Noir's head "I am afraid not .. you are dead sexy though pal"
Finn tries to give a comforting look and shrugs "We don't know.. but it'll be ok. I mean, we'll figure it out. and.. this happened to someone else and they went back to their true state.."
Noir sits on the cold ground
servher: "Come inside Noir by the heater"
Fritz tilts his head watching "Serv, ya just hit on her, who I take was a him and your friend"
Noir stands on unsure legs and slightly walks inside
servher looks over at Finn "I so did not hit on Noir "
servher: "He fainted you saw it!"
Finn: "... um.. no. you just said her boobs were hot, which.. is flattering, actually"
servher furrows his brow and his voice goes up an octave "well they are look at em "
Fritz "Then said she was dead sexy"
servher continues in the high voice so he must not be guilty " she is look at him "
Noir plops on the cushion still confused
Finn: "Noir? It's Noir, right? What do you remember?"
Fritz: "Oh that's her name, Noir"
Finn pats serv's shoulder "It's ok... it'll be ok"
servher turns red in the face " ok Finn "
Noir rises an hand and notices that all his body looks very female "What the fu-"
Finn: "what's the last thing you remember? you're not the only one who's had.. changes like this.."
servher stokes the fire with a stick " yeah you eat any cookies from the coven?"
Noir frowns listening his voice so girlish and rises his glance on Finn "...I.. I remember.. I was a ..cat"
Finn nods and gives a comforting scratch behind the ear 'you're still a cat. You're just.. at the moment, a girl cat. But like I said, I don't think it's permanent, others have changed back."
Noir looks at Finn with a little hope "Yes! You remember? You met me after I... I..". He purses his lips "..a potion"
Fritz "Better hope no boy cats get at her, then she'll change back and.........ewwww"
Finn "Fritz!"
Finn frowns at him and shakes her finger 'Bad cat!'
servher smiles glad he has been quiet
Finn looks back at Noir. "I.. a potion? Where did you get the potion?'
Fritz shrugs "Well I'm just saying, already got Serv hitting on her, err umm him, whatever.....either way still could happen"
servher turns stone faced " I dissen't hit on her erm Noir I just wanted him to know what has happened "
Noir looks at Fritz as he just realizes that he maybe should check between his own legs but Finn's question drives his attention on her "The Coven shop. I.. well, I stole a potion in the Voodoo shop"
Finn: "Noir! ohhh!"
Noir blinks
Fritz shakes his head "Ohhh that's not good Noir, not good at all"
Noir sighs
Finn sits on the couch and wraps her arms around him "Sorry I'm so bad with names.. but now I remember.. I remember. You took that potion.."
servher smiles " wooo I only shrank I feel so much better! "
Noir nods to Finn
Finn: "...and you turned full on kitty and cuddled with me when i was hurt.. I remember.. oh we can fix this. It's ok. It's a potion. They wear off or there's an anti potion.. We'll fix it."
Finn nuzzles Noir, comforting him gently "Where have you been since that day?"
Noir smiles slightly to Finn looking at her grateful
Fritz: "Ok I'll be back, I'm gonna go see if I can find my friend, she might help"
Finn nods and smiles at Fritz
Noir crawls on the couch "Oh I've spent two days.. I think, in cat form"
Finn: " See, Noir. It'll be ok.."
servher begins to shake as his smile breaks his face in half " you .... you will be Ok buddy * cough mock cough * I better go outside "
Finn tilts her head and studies serv.
Fritz stops hearing that "What what?? She wasn't even a kitty before?"
Finn "Yes she was. He was a neko".
servher giggles his way to the door holding up his hand
Finn: "and then he took a potion to help me when i was at the pit.."
Fritz: "Ohhh ok, ok I misunderstood"
Finn: "and it made him.. a cat. a little kitty.. like a housecat.. only bigger.. sort of.."
Noir finds the bravery to check his own tail, at least
Fritz: "Ohhhhh, gotcha"
Finn smiles and continues to cuddle Noir gently "Try not to worry. we'll get you back. And no more potions for you."
servher snorts cupping is laughter in his hands
Finn: "serv! bad cat!"
Noir looks down at his chest and blushes slightly
servher full on belly laughs being scolded by Finn " baw hahaha ha ha ah Noir AAhahahahaa"
Noir zips better the jacket
Finn gives a pouty look "Don't listen to him, Noir. We'll beat him up later."
Noir Dreadlow takes a cushion and throws it to Serv. He looks desperate "Gosh I'm acting like a girl!"
servher deflects a cushion as he wipes his face " I'm sorry , it is horrible I know man but .." bites his lip
Finn smiles and shrugs
Noir buries himself in the couch
Finn: "Hey, at least you're a pretty girl! I bet if i was turned into a man I'd look like some bad road.
servher gasps "oh bad kitty stop flirting"
Finn: "I'm not.. but if you're going to.. temporarily... switch genders, I'd rather be a cutie".
Noir sighs "That's bad. People already think I'm gay. That's my end"
Finn "oh who gives a fig what people think?"
Noir shrugs "Nevermind"
servher's face screws up "I never thought you were gay Noir "
Finn: "I didn't either".
Noir looks at his hands "On the bottle... There was the writing 'Shapeshift'"
servher: "well there was that time I had you strip to your underwear"
Finn takes out pen and paper and writes that down "what color was it? How'd it taste?"
servher: "You will be so much more fun in truth or dare now"
Finn: "Oh I love that game.."
Noir rubs his face and looks up at Serv making him a face
servher grins and winks " hey there doll "
Noir: "Well, the potion was.. hum.. green, I suppose"
servher: "at first you were full cat ?"
Noir nods
servher "can you remember how long ?"
Noir scratches the back of his head "Hum... today is?"
servher: "Sunday the eleventh. Full moon tonight"
Noir counts on his fingers "hum... I was cat Saturday. And I remember I felt tired all of sudden and I took a nap"
servher: "anyways Miss i would wait and see maybe this will wear off. Who knows what else might happen if you take another potion"
Noir looks at serv worried "Oh... that's a good point..."
Finn writing down notes 'what did it taste like?'
servher " but then I am no doctor I just play one upstairs"
Finn smirks at serv
servher pipes up " she said it tasted green I think "
Finn "tasted green? no she said it was green. The color. Right?"
Noir turns to Finn and tries to remember "hum... taste. It was like... a rusty tube and rotted spinach"
Finn bites her lip and writes that down. "When you took the potion, you wanted... what was your desired effect? to be a full cat?
Maybe as long as the potion is in your system, you can shape shift.. not saying you wanted to be a girl.. but if you fell asleep maybe you dreamed it.. and that's what made you change.. dunno.. just thinkin'".
Noir touches his throat muttering something but turns again to Finn "Ah.. yes. I wanted to be an anonymous cat to jump on the roof of the Pit while they... well, you know what"
servher stops looking at Noir's breasts and turns to Finn's " so you think she should just rest ?"
Finn nods..
Noir narrows his eyes "A dream...". He purses his lips "I was... I've dreamed my sister"
Finn: "I don't know.. but it couldn't hurt.. maybe rest and while he rests we'll keep looking into it and see if there's an anti potion.hmm.. Noir.. close your eyes and concentrate on being a boy.. on how it felt,.. you know.. um.. just sort of go back to your last moment as a guy.. and see if you can will yourself back to being yourself...couldn't hurt, right?"
Noir nods slightly "Guess I'll be ok..."
servher nods " explore yourself and try to think about men i agree "
Finn "you'll be fine.. we'll figure it out. just relax and.. you know, imagine yourself doing things as a guy.. i don't know.. imagine.. peeing standing up.. or.. opening tightly stuck jars...
Noir smiles at Finn and zip up the jacket, shivering slightly
Finn: "Hey Fritz. Did you find anything?"
Noir folds his arms and leans back in the couch "You said something about.. Lei? Something smilar happened to her?"
Fritz runs is and jumps up on the couch "Yeha kinda, I got Nikki coming over. She said Detain Noir till she gets here, well like detain as in keep her here so she can get a grip on what this is that did it and stuff"
Finn nods
Fritz hisses again hearing that name
Finn shows the paper "I wrote down what Noir could remember about the potion..
Noir looks up at Fritz and mutters "Sumimasen"
servher "yes but i am not sure what happened to Lei"
Finn: "prolly not the same thing, but if she can change and change back, then Noir can too"
Noir lowers the cap on his forehead and nods "I want trust it"
servher: " Well I know not to drink anything green"
Fritz: "Yeah that's usually a good rule to follow"
Noir flashes a glance to Serv "Unless you want tits"
servher smiles
Fritz snickers thinking of serv with tits
Noir folds better his arms around his chest feeling unease at the soft thing against them
servher "I have had tits before just not attached to me"
Fritz "I'd never leave my bed I'd be playing with em all the time " mocks like hes playing with jumblies
Noir almost kicks Serv and giggles
servher laughs at Fritz "I know right " and mocks it too
Fritz almost falls off the back laughing
Finn laughs lightly and shakes her head
servher collects himself " Noir tell your sister she is Hott "
Noir Dreadlow: "pfft"
servher smiles and scoots back a bit
Noir: "you know her very well dude, and yes, she's hot, actually"
servher looks closer at Noir
Noir draws back and frowns
servher rubs his hair back "Noir don't worry pal we will get things straight "
Finn nods in agreement
Noir nods "Thank you"
servher: "but you should stay indoors it is the full moon and well you are sexy now"
Noir gives a look outside "What's with the full moon?"
Finn: " the werewolves go a little nutty."
Noir gasps "Oh. I see"
Fritz: "Ohh they went nutty? glad I was gone"
Finn: " yeah. A bit. Bato protected us. Isn't that nice?"
servher "did you mention a party Finn ?"
Quiet yell running in after her" I am helping her" giggling
Finn: "yeah we had the no pants party last night, and i think we're having another one tonight"
servher waves at Sabby and Quiet
Finn smiles at Sab
Noir looks at Sabtina and Quiet and nods sighing
Finn waves at Sab and quiet
Quiet gigg and take a straight lign for the run "hiya everybodies"
Fritz: "Heya Quiet, ya see Noir is a girl"
servher nudges Quiet " look at Noir closely your kittyness"
Finn grins and taps her pencil on the little notebook
Noir buries himself again in the couch
Finn tries to comfort noir by scratching behind his ear. "It's ok"
Quiet looks about to the kitties and then up to Servher "where is he?"
Finn: "right here."
servher bites his lip and breathes through his nose not wanting to laugh again and points
Finn "that potion.. that he drank, to turn full kitty when i was hurt. apparently it's got some kind of side effects or.. we don't know. he said it was green and tasted.. like rust and spinnich..he went to sleep as a kitty and woke up as a girl. did i forget anything, noir?"
Quiet follows her arm finally looking to the new female kitty" uummmmmmm nnoooo your kidding
Fritz: "I got someone coming to look into it, she's a friend from the coven, Nikki, ya'll know her"
servher nods his eyes welling with tears
Noir 's lower lip trembles and shakes his head, a little vexed by his so girish attitudes
Fritz snickers quietly watching Quiet
Finn frowns and points at fritz and Serv, then nuzzles Noir a little.
servher cackles "I gotta find a mirror " and he runs upstairs
Noir takes another cushion and throws it to Serv, folding his arms again leaning back against the hard structure of the couch
Finn's pointing makes it worse and the snicker gets louder, Fritz's face getting red
Quiet shakes her head" uuummmmmm well this is different"
servher: " Ahaha ha omg too rich"
Quiet : "maybe it is only temporary"
servher searches lockers till he finds a compact
Finn: "That's what I thought.. you know, he said the potion was called shape shifter. When he took it he wanted to be an anonymous kitty.. so he was. Then he fell asleep and dreamed of his sister.. so he woke up.. looking like her I guess..maybe once it wears off he'll go back to normal."
servher hands Noir the compact "I think it is your shade "
Fritz falls off the couch this time in a fit of laughter
servher: "no seriously look in the mirror Noir I am so sorry .. again"
Noir tries to bite Serv's hand taking the compact harshly
Fritz laughs uncontrollably snickering "Your shade"
servher squeels "Eeek careful " and prances about like a girl
Quiet scowls at the two males in the room before looking back to Noir "well maybe it would be a good idea to ask the coven or toasters for help"
Fritz crawls over the back of the couch
Quiet: "depending on if it was magical or non magical"
Noir snorts at Serv and nods with a smirk
Fritz: "I got Nikki from the coven coming over"
servher: "he got it from the coven originally"
Finn watches Noirs reaction to seeing him/herself
Noir opens the compact hesitantly.He closes his eyes tightly and rises the little mirror in front of his face. He takes a deep breath and opens one eye
Finn holds her breath as she watches
servher looks at Finn " should i go get eyeliner?"
Finn scrunches her brows at serv "you should be spanked"
Noir opens both and blinks. He opens his mouth as if to say something, then snaps it shut again
servher wipes his eyes " i agree Finn but not for this "
Finn shakes her head but can't help but smirk
servher socks Noir in the shoulder " come on fella it will be ok "
Noir closes the compact and hands it to Serv again, remaining silent
Finn: "yeah, it'll be ok Noir. Do you look like your sister?"
servher pockets the compact and listens
Noir shakes his head "Not at all"
Finn "hmm interesting"
Cierra turns to enter the Fish co.
Finn waves and smiles at Cierra
Noir rubs his face as if to delete it
servher looks as a shadow grows " hi Cierra "
Cierra waves back to fin and the rest of the kittehs "Hiya Serv" scratches behind her ear "Hows everyone today?"
servher fidgets suddenly feeling ashamed of his antict at Noir "I will go now and ask Lei about her experience "
Noir Dreadlow stands, looks down the street and rushes out.
Cierra looks puzzed "did I miss something?"

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So, that's what happened. "You'll be ok". "We will fix it". I clung to those words, the hope that the effect of the potion would be finished soon.
But today, at FishCo, my hope crashed like a sheet of glass.

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servher looks at Princess puppy pants " Lei I would like to ask you something personal"
SahngLei "ok serv, shoot"
servher: "when you was turned uhm nonfemale how did that happen? Cause my friend Noir has got boobs and is worried"
SahngLei: "Well serv I have something called Bi polar disorder....and because I am non human it manifested in two seperate sexes"
Noir turns hearing his name.
servher gasps "No shit?"
SahngLei: "Yep"
servher "that is ... is ... all you life?"
SahngLei "I will time from time turn into Andie"
Noir drops his shoulders
servher waves Noir over "come here sweety "
SahngLei: "Depending on my state of being....He just comes when he feels like it but he has no idea who I am although I know everything about him"
servher looks at Lei "That must be hard on you doll"
Noir steps closer and rises and hand "Hallo..."
servher frowns "I am afraid Lei does not have a similar problem Noir I am sorry"
SahngLei "Yes it's difficult because I get locked inside and I cant speak for myself. Whats wrong with her?" points to the kitty
Noir nods and smiles faintly "That's ok, Serv, thank you for caring"
servher stammers " y y you see what is happening when you are Andie?
SahngLei "yes I do"
servher rubs his chin "Do you feel stuff?"
SahngLei "Yes just as if it were me, I feel every hit every cut everything Andie goes through"
servher scratches and smiles "I can't imagine"
SahngLei: "His emotions, his stresses, his fears, we are the same person, essentially"
servher furrows his brow "Afraid of homosexual talk maybe just about guys"
SahngLei "Homophobic?"
Noir looks at the beautiful wolf and hardly figures her in male shape
SahngLei "There is no instant cure for that....only time and positive reinforcement that it is normal and ok to express and that it doesnt mean that one has to be homosexual to comprehend and understand ones feelings that might be".
She smiles at Noir.
servher: "Oh sorry Noir this is Lei, Lei this is Noir who had a accodent with a shape shifter potion and became recently female, and hot"
Noir smlies back "I've met her when I was in housecat form". He nods "Nice to meet you again".
SahngLei "Ah! Potion...Yes thats how I got my disorder. I was given a potion"
servher: "with her cute perky breasts and tight bumm"
SahngLei: "you too Noir"
Noir kicks a little snow against Serv flashing him a severe glance
SahngLei: "Serv *snaps her fingers* back to the problem at hand"
servher: "huh ? you took a potion and oh"
SahngLei: "Yes I took a potion and it gave me this disorder"
servher: "Well then perhaps you could take Noir private someplace and help him maybe tell him anything to help?"
SahngLei: "And now randomly I switch between sexes"
servher: "her"
SahngLei: "If he wants. She. Her. It" She shrugs "whatever".
Noir blinks "....er... may I ask.. what color was the potion?"
SahngLei tries to remember back to the day...."was Green as snot"
Noir nods ".. I took one greenish... with a bad taste"
SahngLei Xue blinks "You may have the exact disorder I have...if so...it's incurable"
Noir drops his jaws
servher: "well Noira better get used to it sorry"
SahngLei: "but... the good news is...you can control it...I'm still learning how to control mine"
Noir rubs his face and takes a deep breath "Ok. Ok, it was green. There are *many* green potions, isn't it?"
SahngLei: "Perhaps...."
Noir bites his lips tring to stay calm
SahngLei: "This ones taste was unmistakable however...like rust and spoiled cabbage"
Noir slaps his forehead and covers his eyes with an hand
servher points at Noir " man that is almost exactly "
SahngLei yawns slightly
Noir steps a little back "O..ok... I need to sit... a moment"
servher stops looking at Noira's boobs
SahngLei blinks
servher stops again " damn I feel funny "
Noir tries to organize his thoughts and starts to bite his nails
SahngLei suggests one thing "Think about something you liked doing as a guy...and maybe it will trigger him back out of you"
servher coughs and fans his face
Noir nods slightly and takes his sketchbook, the thing he loves the most. Not really a male thing, ever. He puts it away and looks at the wolf, thousand questions coming in his mind while she and servher run down the street.

From ✖ ToXic Noir ✖