1.13.2009

...oh shit!

There's something going on, something... strange.
While I write this down I still can't believe it's happening. That's why I've waited three days before fix it on this diary. Ignoring the fact was giving me the illusion that all this was only a stupid bad dream. But.
Today something new had cast a light on this mess...
Ok. Let's start from the beginning.

Days ago I needed to help a family member sneaking near the Pit where she was confined. The place was guarded by many shadows so I had the bad idea to borrow a potion in the Voodoo shop. No one was around so I took the first green bottle with the writing 'shapeshift' and I drank it. All. Well it worked because some minutes after I was an anonymous big housecat.
And so was the day after. And the day after tomorrow, until...

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Noir rubs his eyes and stretches his arms, waving to the felines
Redd: "oh Gosh....!"..Redd looks ashamed.."Do ya want any gummis?"
Finn grins with relief at Redd and nods 'please'
servher: "Noir, Gosh I figured you was dead Man"
Redd fishes out the pack Finn gave her and offers them around.....
Noir smiles and yawns.
Finn scuffs the toe of her shoe against the sidewalk and looks around as she takes a gummie out of the baggie.
Redd pokes serv..."gummi sir?..gummi??..hey wanna gummi??"
servher turns and looks "got a green one ?"
Redd nods.."but of course"
servher smiles and opens his palm
Redd hands him the best green one in the bag.."here you are sir I love how gummy they are"
Finn nods and excuses herself for a moment, then walks toward Bato, nodding and smiling at Noir as she passes.
servher bows his head " thank You Ma'am " and he scoffs it greedy like
Finn "Hi Bato, how are you feeling?"
Redd hands the pack to Serv.."here you are sir..give them back to Finn..i cant eat at the library..well i can...but its a bad example ya know"
servher makes a contented sigh as he licks his whiskers "greens are best don't you think?"
Finn "I just wanted to tell you thanks for guarding us all last night. That was really good of you.
Redd shrugs.."I like pink!"
servher holds the pack delicately between his fingers like a rare treasure " ok they are Finn's ?"
Redd sighs...."I love you kitties..but I gotta go sweep now , noone wipes their feet in this town"
servher frowns and nods "I will from now on "
Finn: "Hmm ok. Well, just thought I'd tell you that."
Redd shouts.."byeee Finn!!!!..bye serv..bye everyones!"
Finn turns and waves at Redd 'See you at the party!'
servher "Bye Redd *waves frantically* sweep well !"
Redd turns and rolls up the street.."see ya tonight!"
Noir waves to the red haired lady while he stretches again
servher notices he has a packet of gummies in his hand so he eats a orange one
Finn scratches behind her ear and looks around. her ears flatten as she shifts from one foot to the other. "anyway. um.. bye."
Finn smiles to Noir and waves "Hi. I'm Finn"
Noir smiles back
Finn waves happily to Fritz.
Fritz smiles and waves to Fin 'Finn!! Heya serv"
Finn McCellan: how are you doing? We had a good party last night. i hope we do it again tonight. It was a no pants party we were all mostly naked. it was exciting.
servher looks up from a pack of gummies " Hi fritz gummi?"
Fritz "I'm good hun, you?"
Finn "good.. i got all hopped up on beer and catnip.. it was really great.
Fritz perks at the gummi "ohhhhh yeah! thanks!" plopping one in his mouth
servher slowly passes the bag in front of Finn on his way to Noir " gummi?"
Finn grins and plucks a couple out of the baggie and pops them into her mouth "thank you".
servher smiles " no worries Redd says they is yours "
Noir smiles "Thanks" he says reaching out an hand but he blinks hearing his strange voice
Fritz noticing Noir "I don't know if we've met..... I'm Fritz"
Finn McCellan laughs "well, they were, then I gave them to her, now she gave them to you. so they're yours"
servher takes a second look at Noir
Noir looks at the new cat surprised and coughs slightly
servher "Noir! You is hot what happened?"
Finn smiles to Noir "And I'm Finn. Nice to meet you."
servher peeks under the bill of the cap " Noir?"
Noir clears his throat "er...yes?". He blinks again and touches his neck.
servher rubs his head looking confused " erm you got boobs, nice one's too "
Noir, still surprised, looks at Serv and gulps. He takes a moment to lowers his eyes towards his own chest
servher backs up not wanting to make Noir more uncomfortable.
Finn blinks and chokes on gummie bears as servher comments on someone's bewbs.
Noir blinks and rises his hands, trembling
servher smiles wide his face livid with delight " Dude you been erm damn "
Noir looks up at Serv again with a surprised look and slowly faints

servher's eyes grow wide and he gets quiet enjoying Noir's moment of discovery "...oh shit!"
Finn's eyebrows scrunch in concern for the obviously distressed young girl "oh.."
Fritz looks at Serv, "why are you calling her dude?"
Finn kneels down beside her and takes her pulse ,once determining she's just fainted, she digs through her medical bag for some smelling salts.
servher shakes trying to contain himself " well she was my mentor and she was like a dude "
Fritz: "Ohhhh" looking at Finn "Why'd the kitty fall down?"
Finn: "What is with all the.. gender and species swapping.. this is out of hand.. here serv.. take these. Break them under her nose.. when she wakes up she should see a familiar face, it'll calm her down..
Finn hands Serv the smelling salts. "I don't know, Fritz.. apparently she's not used to having boobs
servher palms the salts "Yes it just happened to Lei dissn't it "
Fritz: "OK I'm confused, she looks like a girl to me"
Finn: "yeah.. to me too. And yes it happened to Lei.."
Noir sniffs something pungent and wrinkles his nose muttering something
Fritz hisses at the mention of Lei's name and spits
servher's eyes follow Noir's body lusty then palms his face " just break this on his nose?"
Finn: "so that when she inhales, she'll smell it"
servher sets it on the sidewalk and slams it under his palm
Fritz: "Ok Serv, ya keep calling her him, you're confusing me!!"
Noir opens his eyes and rises his head looking around confused
servher scoots it with his finger closer and makes a yuckie face " it stinks "
Finn: " kk, lets get her off the cold pavement.. yeah it stinks..but it brings people out of a faint.. you did a good job serv."
servher whispers " Noir you ok buddy?"
Noir looks at Serv and to Finn and tries to speak "Is.... is it... a joke?"
servher pats Noir's head "I am afraid not .. you are dead sexy though pal"
Finn tries to give a comforting look and shrugs "We don't know.. but it'll be ok. I mean, we'll figure it out. and.. this happened to someone else and they went back to their true state.."
Noir sits on the cold ground
servher: "Come inside Noir by the heater"
Fritz tilts his head watching "Serv, ya just hit on her, who I take was a him and your friend"
Noir stands on unsure legs and slightly walks inside
servher looks over at Finn "I so did not hit on Noir "
servher: "He fainted you saw it!"
Finn: "... um.. no. you just said her boobs were hot, which.. is flattering, actually"
servher furrows his brow and his voice goes up an octave "well they are look at em "
Fritz "Then said she was dead sexy"
servher continues in the high voice so he must not be guilty " she is look at him "
Noir plops on the cushion still confused
Finn: "Noir? It's Noir, right? What do you remember?"
Fritz: "Oh that's her name, Noir"
Finn pats serv's shoulder "It's ok... it'll be ok"
servher turns red in the face " ok Finn "
Noir rises an hand and notices that all his body looks very female "What the fu-"
Finn: "what's the last thing you remember? you're not the only one who's had.. changes like this.."
servher stokes the fire with a stick " yeah you eat any cookies from the coven?"
Noir frowns listening his voice so girlish and rises his glance on Finn "...I.. I remember.. I was a ..cat"
Finn nods and gives a comforting scratch behind the ear 'you're still a cat. You're just.. at the moment, a girl cat. But like I said, I don't think it's permanent, others have changed back."
Noir looks at Finn with a little hope "Yes! You remember? You met me after I... I..". He purses his lips "..a potion"
Fritz "Better hope no boy cats get at her, then she'll change back and.........ewwww"
Finn "Fritz!"
Finn frowns at him and shakes her finger 'Bad cat!'
servher smiles glad he has been quiet
Finn looks back at Noir. "I.. a potion? Where did you get the potion?'
Fritz shrugs "Well I'm just saying, already got Serv hitting on her, err umm him, whatever.....either way still could happen"
servher turns stone faced " I dissen't hit on her erm Noir I just wanted him to know what has happened "
Noir looks at Fritz as he just realizes that he maybe should check between his own legs but Finn's question drives his attention on her "The Coven shop. I.. well, I stole a potion in the Voodoo shop"
Finn: "Noir! ohhh!"
Noir blinks
Fritz shakes his head "Ohhh that's not good Noir, not good at all"
Noir sighs
Finn sits on the couch and wraps her arms around him "Sorry I'm so bad with names.. but now I remember.. I remember. You took that potion.."
servher smiles " wooo I only shrank I feel so much better! "
Noir nods to Finn
Finn: "...and you turned full on kitty and cuddled with me when i was hurt.. I remember.. oh we can fix this. It's ok. It's a potion. They wear off or there's an anti potion.. We'll fix it."
Finn nuzzles Noir, comforting him gently "Where have you been since that day?"
Noir smiles slightly to Finn looking at her grateful
Fritz: "Ok I'll be back, I'm gonna go see if I can find my friend, she might help"
Finn nods and smiles at Fritz
Noir crawls on the couch "Oh I've spent two days.. I think, in cat form"
Finn: " See, Noir. It'll be ok.."
servher begins to shake as his smile breaks his face in half " you .... you will be Ok buddy * cough mock cough * I better go outside "
Finn tilts her head and studies serv.
Fritz stops hearing that "What what?? She wasn't even a kitty before?"
Finn "Yes she was. He was a neko".
servher giggles his way to the door holding up his hand
Finn: "and then he took a potion to help me when i was at the pit.."
Fritz: "Ohhh ok, ok I misunderstood"
Finn: "and it made him.. a cat. a little kitty.. like a housecat.. only bigger.. sort of.."
Noir finds the bravery to check his own tail, at least
Fritz: "Ohhhhh, gotcha"
Finn smiles and continues to cuddle Noir gently "Try not to worry. we'll get you back. And no more potions for you."
servher snorts cupping is laughter in his hands
Finn: "serv! bad cat!"
Noir looks down at his chest and blushes slightly
servher full on belly laughs being scolded by Finn " baw hahaha ha ha ah Noir AAhahahahaa"
Noir zips better the jacket
Finn gives a pouty look "Don't listen to him, Noir. We'll beat him up later."
Noir Dreadlow takes a cushion and throws it to Serv. He looks desperate "Gosh I'm acting like a girl!"
servher deflects a cushion as he wipes his face " I'm sorry , it is horrible I know man but .." bites his lip
Finn smiles and shrugs
Noir buries himself in the couch
Finn: "Hey, at least you're a pretty girl! I bet if i was turned into a man I'd look like some bad road.
servher gasps "oh bad kitty stop flirting"
Finn: "I'm not.. but if you're going to.. temporarily... switch genders, I'd rather be a cutie".
Noir sighs "That's bad. People already think I'm gay. That's my end"
Finn "oh who gives a fig what people think?"
Noir shrugs "Nevermind"
servher's face screws up "I never thought you were gay Noir "
Finn: "I didn't either".
Noir looks at his hands "On the bottle... There was the writing 'Shapeshift'"
servher: "well there was that time I had you strip to your underwear"
Finn takes out pen and paper and writes that down "what color was it? How'd it taste?"
servher: "You will be so much more fun in truth or dare now"
Finn: "Oh I love that game.."
Noir rubs his face and looks up at Serv making him a face
servher grins and winks " hey there doll "
Noir: "Well, the potion was.. hum.. green, I suppose"
servher: "at first you were full cat ?"
Noir nods
servher "can you remember how long ?"
Noir scratches the back of his head "Hum... today is?"
servher: "Sunday the eleventh. Full moon tonight"
Noir counts on his fingers "hum... I was cat Saturday. And I remember I felt tired all of sudden and I took a nap"
servher: "anyways Miss i would wait and see maybe this will wear off. Who knows what else might happen if you take another potion"
Noir looks at serv worried "Oh... that's a good point..."
Finn writing down notes 'what did it taste like?'
servher " but then I am no doctor I just play one upstairs"
Finn smirks at serv
servher pipes up " she said it tasted green I think "
Finn "tasted green? no she said it was green. The color. Right?"
Noir turns to Finn and tries to remember "hum... taste. It was like... a rusty tube and rotted spinach"
Finn bites her lip and writes that down. "When you took the potion, you wanted... what was your desired effect? to be a full cat?
Maybe as long as the potion is in your system, you can shape shift.. not saying you wanted to be a girl.. but if you fell asleep maybe you dreamed it.. and that's what made you change.. dunno.. just thinkin'".
Noir touches his throat muttering something but turns again to Finn "Ah.. yes. I wanted to be an anonymous cat to jump on the roof of the Pit while they... well, you know what"
servher stops looking at Noir's breasts and turns to Finn's " so you think she should just rest ?"
Finn nods..
Noir narrows his eyes "A dream...". He purses his lips "I was... I've dreamed my sister"
Finn: "I don't know.. but it couldn't hurt.. maybe rest and while he rests we'll keep looking into it and see if there's an anti potion.hmm.. Noir.. close your eyes and concentrate on being a boy.. on how it felt,.. you know.. um.. just sort of go back to your last moment as a guy.. and see if you can will yourself back to being yourself...couldn't hurt, right?"
Noir nods slightly "Guess I'll be ok..."
servher nods " explore yourself and try to think about men i agree "
Finn "you'll be fine.. we'll figure it out. just relax and.. you know, imagine yourself doing things as a guy.. i don't know.. imagine.. peeing standing up.. or.. opening tightly stuck jars...
Noir smiles at Finn and zip up the jacket, shivering slightly
Finn: "Hey Fritz. Did you find anything?"
Noir folds his arms and leans back in the couch "You said something about.. Lei? Something smilar happened to her?"
Fritz runs is and jumps up on the couch "Yeha kinda, I got Nikki coming over. She said Detain Noir till she gets here, well like detain as in keep her here so she can get a grip on what this is that did it and stuff"
Finn nods
Fritz hisses again hearing that name
Finn shows the paper "I wrote down what Noir could remember about the potion..
Noir looks up at Fritz and mutters "Sumimasen"
servher "yes but i am not sure what happened to Lei"
Finn: "prolly not the same thing, but if she can change and change back, then Noir can too"
Noir lowers the cap on his forehead and nods "I want trust it"
servher: " Well I know not to drink anything green"
Fritz: "Yeah that's usually a good rule to follow"
Noir flashes a glance to Serv "Unless you want tits"
servher smiles
Fritz snickers thinking of serv with tits
Noir folds better his arms around his chest feeling unease at the soft thing against them
servher "I have had tits before just not attached to me"
Fritz "I'd never leave my bed I'd be playing with em all the time " mocks like hes playing with jumblies
Noir almost kicks Serv and giggles
servher laughs at Fritz "I know right " and mocks it too
Fritz almost falls off the back laughing
Finn laughs lightly and shakes her head
servher collects himself " Noir tell your sister she is Hott "
Noir Dreadlow: "pfft"
servher smiles and scoots back a bit
Noir: "you know her very well dude, and yes, she's hot, actually"
servher looks closer at Noir
Noir draws back and frowns
servher rubs his hair back "Noir don't worry pal we will get things straight "
Finn nods in agreement
Noir nods "Thank you"
servher: "but you should stay indoors it is the full moon and well you are sexy now"
Noir gives a look outside "What's with the full moon?"
Finn: " the werewolves go a little nutty."
Noir gasps "Oh. I see"
Fritz: "Ohh they went nutty? glad I was gone"
Finn: " yeah. A bit. Bato protected us. Isn't that nice?"
servher "did you mention a party Finn ?"
Quiet yell running in after her" I am helping her" giggling
Finn: "yeah we had the no pants party last night, and i think we're having another one tonight"
servher waves at Sabby and Quiet
Finn smiles at Sab
Noir looks at Sabtina and Quiet and nods sighing
Finn waves at Sab and quiet
Quiet gigg and take a straight lign for the run "hiya everybodies"
Fritz: "Heya Quiet, ya see Noir is a girl"
servher nudges Quiet " look at Noir closely your kittyness"
Finn grins and taps her pencil on the little notebook
Noir buries himself again in the couch
Finn tries to comfort noir by scratching behind his ear. "It's ok"
Quiet looks about to the kitties and then up to Servher "where is he?"
Finn: "right here."
servher bites his lip and breathes through his nose not wanting to laugh again and points
Finn "that potion.. that he drank, to turn full kitty when i was hurt. apparently it's got some kind of side effects or.. we don't know. he said it was green and tasted.. like rust and spinnich..he went to sleep as a kitty and woke up as a girl. did i forget anything, noir?"
Quiet follows her arm finally looking to the new female kitty" uummmmmmm nnoooo your kidding
Fritz: "I got someone coming to look into it, she's a friend from the coven, Nikki, ya'll know her"
servher nods his eyes welling with tears
Noir 's lower lip trembles and shakes his head, a little vexed by his so girish attitudes
Fritz snickers quietly watching Quiet
Finn frowns and points at fritz and Serv, then nuzzles Noir a little.
servher cackles "I gotta find a mirror " and he runs upstairs
Noir takes another cushion and throws it to Serv, folding his arms again leaning back against the hard structure of the couch
Finn's pointing makes it worse and the snicker gets louder, Fritz's face getting red
Quiet shakes her head" uuummmmmm well this is different"
servher: " Ahaha ha omg too rich"
Quiet : "maybe it is only temporary"
servher searches lockers till he finds a compact
Finn: "That's what I thought.. you know, he said the potion was called shape shifter. When he took it he wanted to be an anonymous kitty.. so he was. Then he fell asleep and dreamed of his sister.. so he woke up.. looking like her I guess..maybe once it wears off he'll go back to normal."
servher hands Noir the compact "I think it is your shade "
Fritz falls off the couch this time in a fit of laughter
servher: "no seriously look in the mirror Noir I am so sorry .. again"
Noir tries to bite Serv's hand taking the compact harshly
Fritz laughs uncontrollably snickering "Your shade"
servher squeels "Eeek careful " and prances about like a girl
Quiet scowls at the two males in the room before looking back to Noir "well maybe it would be a good idea to ask the coven or toasters for help"
Fritz crawls over the back of the couch
Quiet: "depending on if it was magical or non magical"
Noir snorts at Serv and nods with a smirk
Fritz: "I got Nikki from the coven coming over"
servher: "he got it from the coven originally"
Finn watches Noirs reaction to seeing him/herself
Noir opens the compact hesitantly.He closes his eyes tightly and rises the little mirror in front of his face. He takes a deep breath and opens one eye
Finn holds her breath as she watches
servher looks at Finn " should i go get eyeliner?"
Finn scrunches her brows at serv "you should be spanked"
Noir opens both and blinks. He opens his mouth as if to say something, then snaps it shut again
servher wipes his eyes " i agree Finn but not for this "
Finn shakes her head but can't help but smirk
servher socks Noir in the shoulder " come on fella it will be ok "
Noir closes the compact and hands it to Serv again, remaining silent
Finn: "yeah, it'll be ok Noir. Do you look like your sister?"
servher pockets the compact and listens
Noir shakes his head "Not at all"
Finn "hmm interesting"
Cierra turns to enter the Fish co.
Finn waves and smiles at Cierra
Noir rubs his face as if to delete it
servher looks as a shadow grows " hi Cierra "
Cierra waves back to fin and the rest of the kittehs "Hiya Serv" scratches behind her ear "Hows everyone today?"
servher fidgets suddenly feeling ashamed of his antict at Noir "I will go now and ask Lei about her experience "
Noir Dreadlow stands, looks down the street and rushes out.
Cierra looks puzzed "did I miss something?"

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So, that's what happened. "You'll be ok". "We will fix it". I clung to those words, the hope that the effect of the potion would be finished soon.
But today, at FishCo, my hope crashed like a sheet of glass.

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servher looks at Princess puppy pants " Lei I would like to ask you something personal"
SahngLei "ok serv, shoot"
servher: "when you was turned uhm nonfemale how did that happen? Cause my friend Noir has got boobs and is worried"
SahngLei: "Well serv I have something called Bi polar disorder....and because I am non human it manifested in two seperate sexes"
Noir turns hearing his name.
servher gasps "No shit?"
SahngLei: "Yep"
servher "that is ... is ... all you life?"
SahngLei "I will time from time turn into Andie"
Noir drops his shoulders
servher waves Noir over "come here sweety "
SahngLei: "Depending on my state of being....He just comes when he feels like it but he has no idea who I am although I know everything about him"
servher looks at Lei "That must be hard on you doll"
Noir steps closer and rises and hand "Hallo..."
servher frowns "I am afraid Lei does not have a similar problem Noir I am sorry"
SahngLei "Yes it's difficult because I get locked inside and I cant speak for myself. Whats wrong with her?" points to the kitty
Noir nods and smiles faintly "That's ok, Serv, thank you for caring"
servher stammers " y y you see what is happening when you are Andie?
SahngLei "yes I do"
servher rubs his chin "Do you feel stuff?"
SahngLei "Yes just as if it were me, I feel every hit every cut everything Andie goes through"
servher scratches and smiles "I can't imagine"
SahngLei: "His emotions, his stresses, his fears, we are the same person, essentially"
servher furrows his brow "Afraid of homosexual talk maybe just about guys"
SahngLei "Homophobic?"
Noir looks at the beautiful wolf and hardly figures her in male shape
SahngLei "There is no instant cure for that....only time and positive reinforcement that it is normal and ok to express and that it doesnt mean that one has to be homosexual to comprehend and understand ones feelings that might be".
She smiles at Noir.
servher: "Oh sorry Noir this is Lei, Lei this is Noir who had a accodent with a shape shifter potion and became recently female, and hot"
Noir smlies back "I've met her when I was in housecat form". He nods "Nice to meet you again".
SahngLei "Ah! Potion...Yes thats how I got my disorder. I was given a potion"
servher: "with her cute perky breasts and tight bumm"
SahngLei: "you too Noir"
Noir kicks a little snow against Serv flashing him a severe glance
SahngLei: "Serv *snaps her fingers* back to the problem at hand"
servher: "huh ? you took a potion and oh"
SahngLei: "Yes I took a potion and it gave me this disorder"
servher: "Well then perhaps you could take Noir private someplace and help him maybe tell him anything to help?"
SahngLei: "And now randomly I switch between sexes"
servher: "her"
SahngLei: "If he wants. She. Her. It" She shrugs "whatever".
Noir blinks "....er... may I ask.. what color was the potion?"
SahngLei tries to remember back to the day...."was Green as snot"
Noir nods ".. I took one greenish... with a bad taste"
SahngLei Xue blinks "You may have the exact disorder I have...if so...it's incurable"
Noir drops his jaws
servher: "well Noira better get used to it sorry"
SahngLei: "but... the good news is...you can control it...I'm still learning how to control mine"
Noir rubs his face and takes a deep breath "Ok. Ok, it was green. There are *many* green potions, isn't it?"
SahngLei: "Perhaps...."
Noir bites his lips tring to stay calm
SahngLei: "This ones taste was unmistakable however...like rust and spoiled cabbage"
Noir slaps his forehead and covers his eyes with an hand
servher points at Noir " man that is almost exactly "
SahngLei yawns slightly
Noir steps a little back "O..ok... I need to sit... a moment"
servher stops looking at Noira's boobs
SahngLei blinks
servher stops again " damn I feel funny "
Noir tries to organize his thoughts and starts to bite his nails
SahngLei suggests one thing "Think about something you liked doing as a guy...and maybe it will trigger him back out of you"
servher coughs and fans his face
Noir nods slightly and takes his sketchbook, the thing he loves the most. Not really a male thing, ever. He puts it away and looks at the wolf, thousand questions coming in his mind while she and servher run down the street.

From ✖ ToXic Noir ✖

1.11.2009

Pack's feast

If you live in Toxia, the sight of plenilune is always supported by the howling of the wolves. Werewolves.
There were many tonight, very close to FishCo.
Hiding in the shadows of the park, a pack of wolves was gathering around something. *Someone*.
That someone let out a growl when the Pack Alpha bit on her shoulder, a black blood seeping out the wound.

From ✖ ToXic Noir ✖

A demon was struggling to survive the attack of the Alpha and the Zeta while two wolves were biting her legs.
The demon grunted as she was tossed aside into the more open, her hand going to hold the wound she growled.
Was clear that it hurted like hell but seemed she wouldn't let it show.
Aaryanna, the Zeta, wiggled her way back and got up onto her feet. She began to pace a bit, growling lightly as she eyed the demon.
The Alpha roared out loud for the other wolves to attack the Demon that harmed the Zeta.
An huge wolf hunched down low and licked the blood off his muzzle. His eyes widened at the sound of a aggressive roar.
A Grey wolf jumped aside to avoid her fist, but wasn't possible so trying to find another weak point of her, made some jumps around her left and right, within the area surrounding him, the other wolves and tree and the tank behind the Zeta.
She watched the other wolves for a moment.. She watched them all jump at her and she decided the best part to attack would be her legs seeing everyone go for her upper body. She growled deeply and jump at her right leg, her jaw wide open.
The Alpha roared in the face of the demon and reached back his left claw, looking into her eyes with pure rage and menace. He opened his claw as he thrusts it forward to try to impale her with them. He the keeps her held there gripping her by the space between his fingers... He then lifted her up and kept her there while the other wolves attacked her.
The demon's eyes went wide as the Alpha roared and then she let out a demonic roar as Wotan pierced her chest making a weird sound.
From ✖ ToXic Noir ✖

The Grey wolf made another attempt to jump on her side, as best as he can, made an attempt to bite her belly from her left with his jaw full open, with rage.
Aaryanna growled as her jaw came down around the demon's leg and she bit into it, her fangs quickly piercing the skin.
A White wolf bit into the leg she had harder and dug her teeth into the flesh more and started ripping the meet of the bone. Parts of meet fell to the ground that she wasn't catching at first and soon would get to where there was bone and chomped down harder to brake the bone in her leg.
The Omega arrived, smiling as she walked up seeing what was going on as she reached out and grabbed onto the demon's horns.
A black wolf bit her ass trying to take a big chunk out of one of the cheeks.
The Grey wolf bit the demon from her belly on her left, his teeth buried grasped a piece of meat from there furious, shaking his head rapidly left and right to snap the meat from her body.
From ✖ ToXic Noir ✖

The Omega grinned and cackled as she held the demon's head in place letting the others rip into her.
Aaryanna pulled her head back, pulling a chunk out of her leg. She began to chew on it.
The demon let out a loud roar griping onto Wotans's arm trying to dislodge his hand from her chest. She would start to cringe then letting out a yell as one bit her ass she started to swing her arms to hit anyone she could. She had already lost a lot of her blood and she was losing her energy. She turned her head trying to bite the Omega, her tail idly twitched on the ground as it had now fallen off.
The teeth of the white wolf brake the bone and she started to chew more on the parts of the leg that were still attached to the rest of her body so she could rip it from her body dodging the attempts at hitting her and growled louder as she started to yank on the leg to rip it from her body.
The Omega growled and gave a toothy grin as she began to try to rip the horns from her head laughing sadistically.
The huge wolf growled and gnawed on her shoulder, pulled chunk flesh off her, gnawed it and snapped jaws tearing pieces of her apart.
The Grey wolf finally snapped a piece of meat from her flesh, stepped a little back for other members of the pack to grab a piece of her, started to chew the meat between his bloody teeth chewing quickly.
From ✖ ToXic Noir ✖

The black wolf bit down on her right arm hard trying to rip it off.
The Alpha became satisfied that the Demon was now in the height of being destroyed. He tried to sense her horror and took delight in it. Feeling satisfied enough to grip down and finally tear out the center of her chest and took her heart and watched it stop beating before his eyes.
The demon's head was pulled back as the Omega pulled. She would have a hard time getting the horns as they were rooted to her skull she then started to loose strength.
The Alpha stepped back, satisfied with what he has taken.
The White wolf growled loudly as she felt the leg ripped form the rest of her body and ran off with it finding a place to eat it in peace growling as she ate while the Black one growled a little at the Omega trying to say he understands and threw his body forward to bite another piece of flesh from her body. He swallowed the first one, his nose buried to the open wound he made before, got wet from blood, his saliva mixes into her blood, snapped another piece shaking his head crazily after biting her.
Aaryanna swallowed the piece of meat she had taken from the demon and she looked around at everyone else. Blood was now covering her shirt. She looked to Wotan and watched him pull the heart out. She then watched the demon's body begin to fall to the ground. She jumped the body quickly, her claws out she shoved her hand into stomach.
From ✖ ToXic Noir ✖

The Omega pulled out her sword and looked into the demon's eyes "You ready to pass?".
while the huge wolf bit at pieces of unrecognizable flesh, licking blood off his nose.
The demon's eyes went wide as her heart was ripped out. She looked at it making a sort or sound, surprised more then ever her body then dropped like a rag doll as her body let out a demonic roar and her demonic essence tore from her body shooting away.
The Alpha held up his prize and licked off the bits that surround the heart. He cleaned the heart off with his tongue to look at closely and admire it when he has gotten all other parts removed from it. Nuku's demon heart alone in the palm of his hand. Ready to be enjoyed and tasted by itself.
Aaryanna pushed her hand into her stomach, blood getting all over her clothing but she didn't mind at all. She growled deeply feeling around in her stomach for her liver. She grabbed a hold of her intestine and began to pull it out.
The demon's body just laid on the ground starting to grow black from the blood and being an empty shell even as her head was chopped off and the Omega taking her horns and teeth.
The Zeta grumbled a little bit as she kept pulling out the lower intestines. "Fucking hell" she growled and threw them over at the kitties that were being so loud.

The Alpha took the heart and hold it up over his mouth letting the last few drops of black blood spill onto his tongue. He has already tasted it but uses it to wet his appetite and clear his pallette for the one thing he wishes to taste and injest the most. Her cleaned and ready heart.

Turning the gaze away from the scene I noticed three Shadows standing next to me. They were flicking pieces of popcorn up in the air with a claw, snapping at it catching it as they watched the rest of the scene.
From ✖ ToXic Noir ✖

"Been fun sister" I heard from down below, the voice of the Zeta "Shame things had to end this way".

I forced myself to watch down again, in time to see black dust where the body of the demon was and the Alpha sinking his teeth into the heart.
Enjoying the sensation of piercing it with his teeth as he closes his jaw on it to pull off a nice piece, careful to make it last at least three bites. He chewed the piece slowly and breathes a happy sigh at how good it feels and tastes to him. He finally took the rest of the heart in careful bites and finished his meal.Content with what he has taken and done. He looks at the others wolves who have fed and feels a sense fulfillment that they have fed well.
He has done a good job as Alpha.

Savage howls of satisfaction raised from the Pack while the Alpha watched at the rest of the demon body disintegrated into nothing, before heading off barking to the brothers and sisters happily as they padded off.

1.03.2009

A dark sense of humor

From ✖ ToXic Noir ✖

picture by Finn McCellan

Dante glances to each of the kitties, then with a subtle deep tone he questions "Where's Finn?"
Cecily edges to the door.
Servher pipes up "I think she must have his shirt and he is cold "
Dante looks from Serv to Cece "I need to speak with her a moment"
Mai "About your shirt?"
Cecily "Well, why do ya need to speak to her for a moment?"
Servher Welles smiles.
Dante points to both Mai and Serv, still looking at Cece "I'm not in a mood for games, please tell them to hush".
Cecily looks to the two "Chill for a moment please?".
Servher scowles " damn and I was just going to ask for a hand of goldfish".
Shaynee walks up behind Dante with a smile.
Dante nods and continues "Finn...where is she?".
Cecily sighs "Dante I asked why you needed her".
Dante glances behind him a moment before returning his gaze towards Cece "And I heard, perhaps when she's being spoken to...I can speak with you about it".
"How about we tell her you would like a conversation when we see her next?" says Servher "Kind of like tag not to press the whole game thing".
"Well.. whats up?" asks Cecily.
Servher smiles at Mei "Hiyas again".
Mei smirks, "Hi kitten".
Dante closes his eyes a moment, his shadows steaming from his shoulders and rushing around the current group....finally returning to his being his eyes open slowly. "She's not here" he states as he turns back to his family. Waving a hand towards the rest of the city and towards the North, "Spread out, find her".
Shaynee nods and walks away.
Cecily steps forward "Whoa.. hold up. What the fuck is up? Why do you need her so bad?"
Mei nods and pivots her frame towards the south and dashes off.
Dante's eyes haze with dark figures "When she's found...you'll be filled in." Then turns to make his leave.
Cecily "Nope... tell me " she walks in front of him "Your not *CENSORED*ing with my family members Dante".
Dante pauses midstep and turns his head calmly towards Cece, "Then perhaps keep your own kittens in check before they try their little acts", and sidesteps heading past the vet.
Cecily shrugs her shoulder "Keep your little demons in check and perhaps our little kittens would be also".
Cecily opens her phone and goes to walk inside "I need you guys to walk around and try to find Finn, and if you do bring her home".
"Wonder what's up with Finn.." she muttles "ok.. I'll head west".
Noir doesn't know how this Finn looks like...
Cecily hands Noir a picture "Here, since ya haven't met her yet".
Noir looks at it and nods.
Cecily "We cant let them get her".


Noir looks at the stray "Hey Finn! Please come to FishCo".
Finn grins and nods "Hi".
Noir smiles a little worried glancing around.
"Ok. What's up?" asks Finn.
"Hum, better coming there, Cece will explain it, I think".
Isabella Sideshow holds the silver steak in her hand and lets out a screach for her family to here "I have her . . ."
Finn tilts her head and scrunches her brows "Alright. Are you coming?"
Noir glares the stranger with the silver thing in her hand and follows the kitten.

Celebratemy pulls out her cell calling Ceci
Noir takes his phone and calls Cece but puts it away noticing Cele "Go ahead"
Celebratemy "Finn where you been. You in trouble?"
"Idon't think so.. I was fishing"
"Well you should go inside and hide" says Cele
Finn blinks, looking back in forth from Cele to Noir."Hide from what?"
Cecily "Gawd there you are".
Noir nods "I've found her near the KA place, she was alone"
Celebratemy "Idk, sounds like there's a problem"
Cecily looks over to Stralack.
Finn: "Well, I didn't know those fish were endangered"
Stralack looks to Cecily and then to Finn as she walks off
Cecily: "Problem?"
Stralack "No...no problem...."
Cecily smiles "good.. good". She twiddles her hand in the air and waves "C ya"
Finn: "What's going on?"
Celebratemy whispers "Did you do anything to any shadows?"
Finn "Whaddya mean?"
Celebratemy "Where you by their base?"
Cecily steps closer to Finn
Finn arches a brow and studies her closely "uh uh"
Celebratemy shrugs "Maybe we should all talk inside"says looking over at Starlack
Finn: "ok.."
Noir looks at Cece "Why don't we just ask to him?"
Finn is confuzed
Cecily nods "Good idea"
Noir glances the white demon approaching.
Stralack looks to Finn, "Finn, would it be okay if you would come for a walk with me?"
Finn "A walk?"
Stralack nods
Cecily answers for her "No.."
Mei: "We don't want to hurt you. We simply want to talk."
Stralack: "I was not talking to you Cecily..."
Cecily: "Well I believe I'm speaking to you.."
Stralack: "Well I am not so watch what you say to me...."
Finn tilts her head, hikes a brow and tugs on her ear in uneasy confusion. "Why not just tell me what's going on?"
Mei: "We'll explain if you walk with me.I will not harm you"
Cecily smiles "Hard to take something back that's already happened eh?"
Finn: "where do you suggest we walk?"
Mei: "Just follow me. We need to have a talk."
Cecily: "You take her.. I'm going with you"
Mei: "No.This is for Finn only.""
Noir looks at the snow demon "Don't touch her Finn, she could freeze you"
Cecily raises her brow "Oh really?"
Celebratemy: "Sorries it doesnt work like that"
Mei shakes her head, "I will not touch you, Finn."
Finn shakes her head to Noir "I won't. I just want to know what's the big deal.. I'm little miss popular all the sudden"
Cecily shakes her head and laughs "Get out of my face little boy.."
Noir nods a little worried
Mei: "Finn, I'm asking nicely. Please come with me."
Celebratemy: "Finn you stay right here. Thought you didn't want to hurt her?"
Stralack raises a brow and chuckles, "Little boy? you must not know who I am..."
Cecily holds her hand between her chest and Stralack "Get.. out of my face. Are you *CENSORED*ing deaf?"
Stralack shakes his head, "Well...you said get out of my face.....I was never in your face but I am next to you if that is what you were referring to....."
Cecily smirks "See this little space between us? Your in my *CENSORED*ing face"
Mei: "Stralack... we can settle this peacefully.Finn... I just want to speak with you"
Stralack sighs "Apparently you do not understand the English language.....I am not 'in' your face....."
Cecily rolls her eyes and mumbles something about her bubble and shoe polish on the guys coat
Mei: "Please, come with me."
Cecily shrugs "Let me rephrase..if you were any closer to me you'd be in my vaj.."
Finn winces at the amount of tension
Mei: "Finn, I've asked you several times...Will you come with me or not on your own accord?"
Shaynee walks over to Mei then to the one Quiet calls Finn smiles ever so sweetly
Finn chews her lip, looking uneasy and backs up a step or two
Cecily looks inside and sees Jason "Is this a *CENSORED*ing hotel?" then turning to Finn "Finn hunny, go inside"
Noir looks at Cece then to the white demon "Well, if it's only a talk you'll not mind if some of us will stay around out of 'hearing zone', just checking that she will not be harmed?"
Finn nods to Cecily, still confused, looking back over her shoulder
Mei: "If that is your wish, but I simply wish to speak to her alone in the Pit"
Cecily draws her attention to Mei "Why do ya need her.."
Mei "That is a private matter."
Dante casually enters through the back door of Fish Co, walking past the couch he gives Jason a nod as he approaches Finn from behind. Stopping just short of her, his voice echos through his chest "Evening, Finn"
Finn jumps about three feet off the ground
Cecily shakes her head then turning to hear Dante's voice
Finn: "Evening.. What's going on?"
Noir sighs
Finn "Yesterday no one knew me, today everyone knows my name.."
Cecily "Get out.." she takes Finn by the arm "Go sit down love"
Dante nods sincerely to Cece "Mhmm, you know I'm good for my word. I'll be leaving with this one" pointing to Finn "So she can be spoken to."
Finn looks around with a frown, her ears flattening with worry for the other prowlers and apparent danger she brought on them, she looks behind her ready to bolt.
Cecily raises her brow "And you know I'm good for mine to Dante, no.. your not"
Shaynee walks in behind Finn putting her hand on her shoulder "That's not true.... I knew you from the party"
Finn mews and lets out a low feline growl
Celebratemy looks around the suddenly crowed room, curious as to whats this is all about.....stand up touching to get a better look
Mei extends her hand to grip Finn on the shoulder as frost accumulates where she touches her and a dread chill runs through the feline's body, "You will come with us."
Shaynee: "Oh wait... No I've known you since before then you were looking for Lei I believe *smiles and stays close looking around* where is Quiet?"
Dante grins devilishly behind his mask as he turns his body towards Cece now "..We've been through much Cece, and you know when something needs to be done, or I want something...I get it" then nods towards Finn, yet still speaking to Cece "And what I want...is a talk with the little one here."
Finn: "Talk? Is this about me not being nicer to superior beings? because.. I've really been working on that."
Cecily "You wanna talk with her? you either do it here, or let me come with you all"
Finn nods
Dante smirks and shrugs "Sure, you may accompany her...the rest stay here, and you'll be checked at the door while she comes inside to be spoken to. You can watch from there."
Noir looks the snow demon hand on Finn's arm and frowns remembering her words
Celebratemy "Will be near I will go where I want"
Cecily shakes her head "No.. im going in there with her. take the offer. if not, shes not going with you"
Jason lowers his hand from his chin, causing the light reflecting off his watch to lower to the floor, he is quiet and gentally rolls his wrist to change the position of the orb
Finn jerks her hand away and jumps back with a hiss
Shaynee looks to Dante and smiles moving her hand out to Finn's "Ready to go?" hearing the hiss thinking she has a little spit fire in her.
Finn scuffs the toe of her shoe on the ground and chews her lip, her ears going flat as she whispers to Cecily.
Dante snickers, his head tilting to one side as he looks to Cece in amusement "You've always had claws...I'll give you that. However, you made one negotiating point...and that was the last. Either you come and get checked at the door, or we can simply take her by force?" Looking around Fish Co a moment he shrugs "Hate to mess this place up...I've grown fond of it."
Celebratemy prepares to follow placing her blades on her hips.....
Finn nods to Cecily
Cecily "Fine.. I'll come"
Finn "can't you just give a hint what this is about.."
Cecily looks around "But everyone who isn't a part of this family, I want you gone from here when I leave..And I want you kittens to stay put.."
Shaynee nods "at the Pit we will" shakes her hand for Finn to take it.
Celebratemy looks and frowns
Noir notices another shadow advancing from the back door and does the easy math
Finn looks at Shaynee's hand and shakes her head "No thank you. I can walk on my own"
Dante lets out a small sound of laughter from deep within his mask "Oh, they'll be coming...no worries." Looking to Shay he nods towards Finn, accompany her in front "Please...Shadows, follow behind Cece and myself"
Shaynee nods and allows her to take the first step.
Mai: "Uggh.. we can't just sit here while they slaughter the two of them.. did you see how many of them there were!! I don't care what Cece said, I'm not gonna let them get hurt"
Noir looks at Mai "Please don't give the shadows a reason to break the promise to be quiet"
Mai: "Hehe.. I won't.. just want to make sure nothing happens.. I don't trust them."
Noir nods and sighs and suddenly has an idea on how reach the Pit's roof without being noticed.

Noir rushes to the Voodoo Shop and looks around in search for a shop assistant "Anybody here?"
Noir looks at the little colored bottles lined on the shelf and figures out the writing on the labels tranlslating something like "Poison" -hum no- "Healing" -useful but no- "Shapeshift" He giggles "Yatta!"
Noir Dreadlow takes it and runs away.

Mai: "Hey"
Noir: "Hyas" he shows her the bottle just stolen
Mai: "nice"
Noir: "have you ever used one of this?"
Mai: "nope"
Mai: "what do they do?"
Noir looks down at it "Hum, it says shapeshifter. I'm going to try it"
Mai: go for it
Noir nods
Mai: "where'd you get it?"
Noir coughs a little "Err... in the Voodoo shop"
Mai laughs along "well I'm gonna go check on Celeb"
Noir nods

I ran towards a dark corner and uncorked the potion sniffing the content. "Oh well, let's hope it will work" I said, and shrugging I quaffed it.
There was no pain, no particular sensations. Just the point of view changed. Looking down I noticed that the ground was closer than usual.
"Meow?" I said trying to spell a word but I was just able to yowl.

Mai: "Noir.. is that you?"
Noir mews
Mai: "We need to get the the back rail.. do you know the way?"
Noir shakes his head
Mai: "Ok.. well I'm gonna go find it"
Noir turns and mews slightly

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Legion nods pleasantly to the feline before the Fishco, looking down to the sidewalk for a moment. Stepping inside the Fishco, She draws the fan over the floor in a wide sweeping motion, and something begins to materialize there
Cecily heads to the doorway "Get.. out! Put her down and leave.."
Shaynee follows Legion and Cecily in "Ask nicely"
Cecily "Im telling you.. put her down."
Celebratemy "she can lay on the couch"
Shaynee shrugs and says again "Ask nicely"
Cecily puts her hand on her sword "Put her.. the fuck down"
Shaynee walks over to the hello kitty rug and just drops her
Legion smiles pleasantly as the form of Hello kitty appears on the floor, waving hello. She looks to Shaynee, bobbing Her head towards the blanket.
Cecily looks at Finn again and grins, thinking in her head of there next trick being a little more vicious "Well.. thanks for walking her home"
Legion reaches into Her kimono, producing a small form of a pig, and a small turtle, laying the small plush animals near to Finn
Shaynee looks at Cecily after she drops Finn on the floor "would have put her down nicely ya know" starts to chuckle and looks to Legion
Dante briskly passes through the entrace to Fish Co, waving his hand in a small circular gesture befoer Cece "Well?...the need for tempers to fly?"
"Alright.. get the fuck out" Cecily says drawing her swords to her hands.
Celebratemy gets on the floor besides finn, carefully placing a oxygen mask on her face....setting it at 2.0 l. She checks her pulse........looks at her watch.....
Cecily Fhang lowers her arms straight to her side, her swords dangeling on the cement causing a distinct scratching noise. She lowers her eyes in dantes direction with another growl "get them out"
Legion turns to Shaynee, and the others there, nodding that the job is finished, and looking round to the Prowlers. Her whispers drift down round the Fishco "We thank you kindly for your gift. We hope you treasure Our's giving bvack to you." and turns around to walk out
Celebratemy pulls out a needle taking some blood preparing it to be sampled
Shaynee yawns and awaits for Legion command eyeing the kitty that is getting the swords too close to her
Stralack turns around and walks away knowing that being here is no longer needed.....
Celebratemy runs a scanner over her torso "shes fine she just needs some sleep" standing up wiping her knees off
Vishous leans up against the wall and simply watches letting her eyes gaze over the room, crossing her feet at her ankles occasionally checking her nails and picking at them
Mai glares at the 'doggy' in the back
As Legion steps out the door, and onto the street, each of the plushies stirs just slightly, inching a little closer to Finn. As they start to grow, however, they fall upon her vishously, plying her flesh with jaws of needle teeth, and howls of fury
Cecily points her sword at dante "Did you hear me? get the out"
Celebratemy "follow the leader" she giggles
Quiet walking over to the entrance of her home looks a little suprised at all the guests
Shakirah walks in to find her friend surrounded by Shadows and inquires " Hey CeCe....do you need a hand?"
Dante grins, winking to her casually "Mhmm...as much as i'd love to play with your claws, perhaps a bit later." then turns over his right shoulder to face the door "Shadows, let's go home."
Shaynee walks over and looks at Dante with a smile nodding
Legion getting briefly up on it's hind legs, the turtle exerts it's weight upon the pig, pushing it back, then turning back to sink it's needle fangs into Finn's throat
Quiet looks down at the plushies as she mutters" did that move?
Noir glances the feline laying on the strange carpet
Finn moans and shudders as the plushies tear at her flesh
Cecily looks to lorne and then down to the kitten, noticing something funny about the stuffed animals
Noir moves closer sniffing the thing
Celebratemy runs inside hearing Finn scream
Cecily tilts her head slightly "What the fuck! There eating her"
Cecily steos closer and goes to kick the animals off of the blanket
Noir blinks and looks at the plushies
Noir claws the one close to him
Mai kicks the animal closeby
The pig snarls, lunging back at the turtle, but missing, as the turtle turns glowing red eyes upon Noir
Noir gives a low growl
The pig is kicked, rolling away slightly
Cecily follows the pig, attempting to kick it the rest of the way out the door
Celebratemy shoots the stuffed animal and stuffing flies...the pig is no more
Mai claws at the turtle
Quiet circling around the cat and turtle she draws her blades
Noir extends a sharp claw and rips the back of the turtle, stepping a little back, a clear invite to follow him
Celebratemy takes aim and shoots the turtle twice stuffing looks of snow in fish co...its crumbles
The pig had righted itself with some effort, bending low to marshall itself for a lunge back at Mai, growling hideously as it's fabric lips pull backl across it's very fleshy looking gums. It explodes into a cloud of fluff as the bullet rips it
Shakirah gasps. "What the hell are those things?"
Quiet yelps as she nearly gets hit with shrapnel from the guyshot
The turtle had inclined it's head, growling low at Noir. It's head comes off, however, as it's body bursts, but still the head snarls, snapping it's jawes at Noir's hind legs
Shakirah "By the way....you have a visitor , Q. He is waiting for you on the boat out back."
Mai stabs her sword straight through the head, pinning it down for it's last goodbyes
Quiet Thunders shaking her head she swings her drawn blades towards the head but hold up short seeing Mai was a little faster than she
Noir gives a yowl of surprise and steps back a little further
Mai twister her blade, thus ripping the head into two, vanquishing it once and for all
Cecily bends down, her eyes scavaging over the kitten "Noir.. go get the medical box from upstairs please"
Noir nods and rushes up
Shakirah keeps an eye on the front and back of the Prowler base of operations to make sure no one sneak attacks her friends.
Cecily pulls finn towards her, bringing her to roll over on her back and puts her hand on her face "I hope they know this only means were going to get them back twice as hard"
Finn bleeds and shivers, her eyes open but are glassy and rolled back. She weakly raises a hand to swat a halluciation away and makes whimpers a bit pathetically.
Being cloth, though the gums drip with slobber, the head is no match for the blade. It heaves a sickenning rattle, cleaved in two with a wet hollow *clitch* sound
Cecily oulls her face away quickly to avoid the swat
Noir drops the medical box near Cece's feet and meows slightly
Cecily shifts her body to rest on her legs, "Ok Mai.. i need you to come here and get outa cloth, medical pads, gauz, and the alcohol
Heart is almost afraid to ask, "Is she gonna be alright?"
Cecily opens one of Finns eyelids
Finn 's eyes are dialated, glassy as if drugged and in shock. she mews a little and growls, not seeing the prowler in front of her, but something terrifying. Her mouth curves downward and she tries to pull or roll away.
Heart walks closer to Shakirah and whispers, "Where the hell have you taken us?"
Mai takes the gauze and alcohol in hand
Cecily pulls finns legs out and crinkles her brows a little "No fins, stop.. its cece. calm down"
Shakirah responds. " These are my friends...and when they are in trouble i help them. They would do the same for you or I."
Mai applies the alchool to the gauze "now stay still.. this will sting a little.."
Finn lets out a soft little yowl and closes her eyes to concentrate on Cece's voice. She shudders and winces, sucking in a breath.
Cecily holds the kittens hands down with one hand and attempts to calm her by scratching behind her ear with the other
Finn stills even more, relaxing as she feels the comforting scratch behind her ear. She purrs and shivers, her chin trembling a bit
Cecily moves her body to the left giving room for mai to work, then nodding to her "go ahead kitten.."
Noir meowing softly, curls near Finn purring to help her to relax
Mai finishes wrapping the last of Finn's wounds
Finn still trembles and shudders, occasionally winces with pain but is greatly comforted by the nearness of other kitties. Her eyes stay mostly closed, for each time she opens them, her glazed gaze seems to focus on something unseen. something terrible
Cecily rolls finn to her side and stands up "Ok, let her rest for awhile"
Mai "they really did a number on her.."
Cecily folds her arms lookin down to finn "wait til we get our little number in"
Finn starts to revive a bit, not as out of it, feeling much better now that she's bandaged.
From ✖ ToXic Noir ✖

Noir thinks it's a good idea let her rest on the comfy FichCo couch
Shakirah is relieved to see that Finn is going to be ok. " I take it the Shadows are a lil pissed about the other night and wanted revenge. "
Noir walks a little towards the couch and mews to Finn
Finn turns and rolls a bit, she stumbles as she brings herself up and decides to sort of cruch / crawl to the couch.
Noir helps her offering his back
Finn takes the help gratefully, purring weakly to Noir
Noir waits that Finn is properly resting and looks at the boiling thing on the stove, tilting his head
Finn smiles at them weakly. "Thank you. Thank you so much"
Noir whishes he had hands to offer something hot for the kitten. He now thinks was a bad idea quaffing that potion
Shakirah Savira grabs Heart and heads out to the street. " We will give you time to get Finn together. H and I are goin out to see if we can find out anything else. We'll return in a while to make sure she is ok. "
Finn scoots a bit, offering part of the couch to the kitty, eager to share warmth.
Noir jumps on the couch and curls up near Finn
Quiet wanders over to Finn looking down with a little nervious smile
Finn blinks with sleepy somewhat glassy eyes at quiet and gives a shakey smile. She cuddles with Noir a bit, trembling as they share warmth
Celebratemy "Mai you were wonderful tonight"
Celebratemy "thanks for standing wif me against that doggie guy"
Mai "no problem, I had to. Couldn't let anything happen to anyone"
Celebratemy nods in agreement
Finn cuddles with Noir and shudders a bit, drawing a shaky breath "Guess they didn't think our joke was as funny as we did."
Noir sniffs Finn's left ear and starts to lick it
Quiet "um Finn are you ready to talk?"
Finn's chin trembles and she squeezes her eyes shut tight for a moment. she hugs noir tight and then nods, drawing a long breath. "yes." she says, her voice just barely above a whisper. "Yes." She says again, more clearly this time.
Quiet smiling softly she kneels dowm beside the couch. Bitting her lip she humms for a second before starting " You are quite the trooper hun. Um I can guess this had to do with the little prank we played. So I guess they grabed you at some point tody?
Noir licks her ear again purring softly
Finn licks her lips to moisten them and squares her shoulders. She shudders remembering and opens her mouth to start speaking but can't seem to find the right words. she closes her mouth and considers. "Well, .. Thank you" She blushes a little, encouraged and flattered by the compliment. "I went fishing for most of the day.
When I got back to town, almost immediatly i ran into Noir." She gives him a scratch behind the ear. "He said that he heard there was some kind of trouble and I should go to the Fishco. There was a shadow nearby, yelling about how they found 'her' . i didn't know they meant me.
So we came here." She takes another breath and absently teases the edges of the bandages on her arm. "Some of the other prowlers were here, and then shadows. That one.. Shaynee she kept asking me to go on a walk with her, and Celeb and the others said no, and I should come inside. so i did. But that one.. Dante was in here. Behind me.
It was getting to be a standoff, and I was worried that kitties would get hurt because more and more shadows were showing up. And I thought, if they know it was me, the plushies, they'll hurt me but i didn't want everyone hurt if we could avoid it.. I wanted to run, but i thought they might not just follow me.. Anyway then Cece made up her mind and agreed we'd go with them to the pit.
Quiet nods slowly listening and smiling proudly at how well Finnn was doing after all this
Finn shudders and licks her dry lips again. "Once we were there, that Dante ushered me inside and kept the other kitties outside." She closes her eyes for a moment and steadies herself. She plays absently with the bandages and cuddles closer to Noir for comfort. "While i was in there, there was one with big tentacles, and that Dante and Shaynee.. and some more.. Have you been in there? it's hot and smells like burned things..
"Anyway this other one showed up and.. she scared me the most. She was.. elegant. but not in a good way. Asian i think.. beautiful and she hid her face with a mask but that was even more terrible, that i couldn't see all of her. you know? She said that they appreciated the gifts but they weren't the right style. I offered to go find the person who did it.. just in case. I mean, why would i come right out and say it was us?
Quiet sniffles shaking her head " Yeah I am sure a little scary with them all surrounding you
Finn says "She got close to me... and.. It gets hazy. Yeah they were all around and I didn't have a real exit and i knew if the others heard me scream they'd be inside.. but i didn't want anyone to get hurt and i didn't want to scream if i wasn't in real danger.. and they weren't hurting me...
Noir narrows his eyes remembering when months ago the same elegant Lady was in the cyber's place, supporting the experiment on the now Pack leader
Finn tenses a bit and trembles a little, tears welling up in her eyes. "But then that one, the asian lady thing, she got real close to me and put her hand on me and then i felt a sting. sharp.. like a shot.. It didn't hurt too bad.. but.. i didn't think it was good.. It felt like a bee sting..
Then I started getting dizzy.. and I kept seeing little... ratbats.. or something..
I don't know, some dark furry little tumor things.. with rat eyes and teeth.. running around, and I was trying to step out of their way.. I lost my bearings.. I couldn't stay up straight.. then i woke up here.
Quiet nods" so do we have any idea how long they had you uncontious"
"Well.. i don't think it was that long.. cece and noir were outside.. so it couldn't have been that long... i don't think.
Noir mews a nod
Quiet sighs reachs toawrds Finn but holds back figuring better to not accidently shifter her causing her kitty more pain than she already has received
Finn jolts slightly and sucks in a breath but reaches toward Quiet, eager to be comforted by the touch of a familial kitty as she is with Noir
"I hope .. well next time we'll just plan our joke better so they don't know who it was"
Quiet reaching out she takes her paw and nods" yea that well will have to do.
Finn sighs and snuggles into the comforing warmth of kitties
Noir gives out a slight sigh and moves closer to Finn
Finn scratches behind noirs ear and nuzzles him a little to thank him for his gentle comfort
Quiet smiles " well don't you worry hun you just rest and get better.
Noir mews softly, still feeling a little uncomfort being unable to speak
Finn nods and wipes at her eyes. she trembles a little and nods more emphatic. "I'll be ok. A little payback... nothing to whine about, right?"
Quiet nods" well lets take our time though"
Finn nods "Well, I'm not.. I'm gonna rest a while."
Quiet giggles shaking her head" well yea that is an order you will rest up
Finn gives a weak chuckle and nods "Is everyone else ok?" blushes with shame "I'm sorry.. i didn't even think.."
Quiet patting her paw" yes hun everyone else is fine"
Finn relaxes, relieved
Quiet shakes her head " what a good kitty worried about your family
Noir purrs to Finn nodding
Finn responds with a purr and a nuzzle then she rests silent.

11.03.2008

Lenient wreck

From ✖ ToXic Noir ✖

Black, corroded by the salty, poisoned water, and here and there picked clean until the rusty skeleton, the boat floats tired, silent.
So much time is needed before the tides, the rain and the wind will shatter it in scraps and even more before it will rot and crumble.
Graduality of death, tenacious resistance of the shape to the extinction.

10.31.2008

From ✖ ToXic Noir ✖


He who hath bent him o'er the dead

Ere the first day of death is fled,

The first dark day of nothingness,

The last of danger and distress,

( Before Decay's effacing fingers

Have swept the lines where beauty lingers, )

And mark'd the mild angelic air,

The rapture of repose that's there,

The fix'd yet tender traits that streak

The languor of the placid cheek,

And --- but for that sad shrouded eye,

That fires not, wins not, weeps not, now,

And but for that chill, changeless brow,

Where cold Obstruction's apathy

Appals the gazing mourner's heart,

As if to him it could impart

The doom he dreads, yet dwells upon;

Yes, but for these and these alone,

Some moments, ay, one treacherous hour,

He still might doubt the tyrant's power;

So fair, so calm, so softly seal'd,

The first, last look by death reveal'd !

Such is the aspect of this shore;

'T is Greece, but living Greece no more !

So coldly sweet, so deadly fair,

We start, for soul is wanting there.

Hers is the loveliness in death,

That parts not quite with parting breath;

But beauty with that fearful bloom,

That hue which haunts it to the tomb,

Expression's last receding ray,

A gilded halo hovering round decay,

The farewell beam of Feeling pass'd away !

Spark of that flame, perchance of heavenly birth,

Which gleams, but warms no more its cherish'd earth !

[from The Giaour - Lord Byron, 1813]

10.17.2008

Dancing Queens at Haven

From ✖ ToXic Noir ✖


I'm amazed by the show of the two vampire sisters, dancing like one.
It's hard to believe that a man can't deal with such enchanting creatures without being harmed.

9.30.2008

Eurydice

From ✖ ToXic Noir ✖


Eurydice Aeon walks through the graveyard, then suddenly stops smelling a lovely blood scent.
She looks around and sees the kitty standing lonely between the the gravestones sunken in mist, obviously sunken in deep thoughts.
She grins and sneaks behind him without making any noise "Lovely night, isn´t it?".

Noir Dreadlow has a start hearing the voice whispering in a soft, melodic tone.
He turns and glares the pale woman he already met once.
"Oh..." he smiles "Yes, lovely".

Eurydice lets her fingers touch a gravestone as if she would want to feel who is resting there, then looks at him and smiles friendly
"I remember you...your name is Noir...black like a starless night".

Noir follows with his glance the elegant movement of her pale fingers, then looks up at her gray eyes "I'm honored you remember... we met long time ago".

Eurydice lets her big curious eyes rest on his face "Guess you left an impression on me then..." as her eyes look into his it seems as if she would look directly into his soul "And...you remember who I am as well?".

Noir looks away feeling bared at her deep glance "Yes" he says a little embarrassed "I remember very well your voice".

Eurydice smiles knowing that her voice drags victims to her like flies are dragged to to the light, she also feels his embarrassment and lets her eyes wander around the graveyard, then lightens herself a cigarette
"What are you doing in this dead place, Noir?"

Noir peeps her concealing his glance behind his hair "Oh..well.. this could sound weird but this is one of the best place to think about life..."

Eurydice nods and inhales deeply on her cigarette not letting him know she is inhaling his blood scent..."You do that often? Thinking about life...and death?" lets her eyes rest on his again suddenly.

Noir's eyes linger over the burning red tip of the cigarette, dropping on her pale and perfect face orange reflections "Not so often. Sometimes I need to stop and ..." he hesitates "organize my messed thoughts"

Eurydice keeps looking into his eyes, seeing a slight shimmer of melancholy in them. She moves a bit closer and lets her melodic voice turn into a sweet whisper "Sometimes...you maybe wish to be dead, is that right? When things get too much and you ask yourself for the meaning of life?"

Noir doesn't step back as he usually does, something in that sweet, melodic voice prevent any movements of his tense body. He looks in her eyes trying to tell something and opens a little his lips to say something but he finally simply drops his head, glancing the shadows on the ground.

Eurydice sees him looking to the ground. She drops her cigarette into the wet grass and takes another deep breath inhaling his scent, then slowly reaches out and lets her fingers touch his hair which is a bit wet from the rain. She brushes it away from his face and speaks softly..."Don´t be afraid...there´s no reason in the world to be..."

Noir moves back his head in an instinctive gesture but her quiet and deep glare tranquillizes him. He lets her fingers touch his face, her amazing voice giving him a rain of shivers.

Eurydice lest her eyes catch his glance again, a deep dark shimmer is visible in hers now, almost looking hypnotic, as she moves closer and lets her fingers touch his neck softly, feeling his pulse, which is a bit risen.
His blood scent now so close and sweet..."Are you afraid of me?" she whispers.

Noir feels her soft touch on his wet skin feeling a little confused by her sweet human smell in contrast with her peculiar eyes . He swallows his worries and asks in a whisper "Should I..?"

Eurydice lets her fingers wander towards his cat ear and pets it skillfully, while she keeps moving closer until her lips are close to his ear "Not at all, Noir...not at all..." she whispers softly..."Say...do you want happiness?".

Noir feels his tummy turn over when the woman reaches his ears, a pleasant sensation coming up from somewhere in him. He closes his eyes while his heartbeat rises "...who...who doesn't.." he murmurs in a low voice.

Eurydice nods feeling some raindrops falling on her skin, while the mist around them seems to get more, as if hiding them from the outer world. Everything seems to get quiet around them, she hears his heartbeat and his breath, smells his blood as she lets her fingers open his scarf a bit and then slowly lets her nose trace along his neck, not touching his skin though, smelling he has never been touched by a vampire before. This makes her hunger grow as she whispers..."I can bring you happiness..."

Noir's breath turns slightly heavier, feeling the sensation of the danger tickling his feline's awareness but his body doesn't agree, the sensations she's giving him are so pleasant... He even relaxes feeling her fingers open his scarf.

Eurydice lets her fingers caress over his ears knowing it´s a pleasant feeling for a neko while she slowly opens her lips, letting her long sharp fangs shimmer in the pale light, resting like this for a second, then letting her arms wrap around him and pulling him closer to her "Don´t be afraid, it won´t hurt, my sweet..." saying this she lets her fangs pierce his neck skin directly over his vein, feeling his sweet blood on her tongue immediately.
She holds him close just in case he would try to escape now although she´s almost sure he wouldn´t.

Noir keeps his eyes closed while she caresses his ears, feeling her hands warmer than before. Her arms wrapping him are so thin... they can't be a danger...
His eyes open wide as he feels something sharp piercing his skin. He gasps and almost steps back but her arms around him hold his body in a sweet grip...

Eurydice holds him close as she feels him shiver a bit "Ssshhhh..." she whispers while removing her fangs and starting feeding on his sweet blood hungrily, loving the taste.

Noir lets a little groan while his head drops back struggling against the wise suggestion of his awareness to run away and the pleasure that his body insolently sends him.

Eurydice continues sucking on his neck wound faster and hungrier, feeling his life energy flowing inside her as she keeps draining him, her eyes have turned deep red now while she presses him closer towards her.
She feels his excitement which lets her hunger even grow, but she still keeps enough control over her instincts not to take too much blood and hurt him.
Her hand wanders on his chest and rests there, feeling his heartbeat while she feels him getting weaker in her arms.

Noir feels like a swarm of bees is flying throughout his body. His strength slowly slips away from him, his knees surrender to his weight.

Eurydice feels him getting too weak to stand and holds him from falling, with a strength which is unbelievable for such a small and fragile looking body like hers. She slowly gets on her knees together with him, still drinking his blood until she feels his heartbeat getting slower. She stops feeding then, licks over his wound before pressing her hand on it to stop the bleeding.
She looks down to him breathing heavily a satisfied smile on her face, her lips covered with his blood.

Noir's sight is clouded and he can dimly focus her face while he drops on the ground, not owner of his own will anymore.

From ✖ ToXic Noir ✖


Eurydice lets his head rest in the grass while her fingers work over his hair and face softly.
She licks his blood from her lips, then moves down and kisses him whispering "Rest now, sweetblood...you will feel happiness when you wake up...".
She gets up smoothly and walks away touching some graveyards with her fingers, then turns back to him another time "I have the feeling you will see me again..." she smiles and disappears in the darkness.

Noir listens some words reaching vaguely his ears.... maybe it's only a dream and that figure swaying elegantly away from him is only a shadow...
He faints with a smile on his lips.